Changes for the best! (Pixiv Fanbox)
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I just wanted to give you guys another appreciation post.
My life is so much better thanks to all of your love and support!
I'm making some huge changes in my life thanks to you all and I couldnt be happier with them.
I've struggled a lot a good amount of my life and the last few years have thrown the worst obstacles I have ever faced my way, but having all of you in my life has given me the strength I needed to push forward and make changes I needed despite it all.
I started drawing about 2 and a half years ago just for funsies, something I never thought I could do, and never in my life could I even dream of being where I am now!
Come January I can finally put the full time aspect of my crappy job behind me and focus on art full time!!!!
This is the most amazing milestone in my life and Its something I never thought I would experience. Doing something I love for a living!
A life where I was happy with myself just felt so far away and in such a short timespan with your help I've been fixing all my problems and am happier than I've ever been..
It's a risky move and honestly, I don't know what the future holds, but I'm so glad you're here and I'm so glad you enjoy what I put out.
Artists, especially hentai artists, were my super heroes as a little girl. I've always had aphantasia (The inability to imagine) so art just felt like such a distant concept..
It took a lot of motivation, friends, support, and tactical retreats but I've been learning and teaching myself lots of new ways someone like myself can pick up a pen and draw something meaningful.
I don't have a lot to say which I havnt said a thousand times already before, lol, but I just wanted both old and new supporters to know how thankful I am to have you in my life, not just for the financial support but for giving me the strength and courage to make something better of my life and to not just live day to day dreading tomorrow!
I know I make a lot of struggle posts and a lot of apologies, but thats only because I love you all and I really want you to be supporting someone you want to. I want you to be informed and happy with content going forward. I'm always open to suggestions and criticism and if you are happy or not I'd love to hear what you have to say!
I think the bad times are coming to an end as I'm only going to be working at my job 3 days a week and ONLY in the morning, I'll be making the rest up in art, commissions (Which will be open mid January!!!), and whatever odd junk I come up with. I promise to use these extra days to be a better artist and increase my quality over time and continue to earn your support and more importantly your appreciation!
Thanks for saving my life and giving what I do meaning.
HMU on Pixiv DM's if you ever want to talk or Discord at someotherchick!
I'm trying to work on other projects at the moment to help with the future and let me know if you're interested!
I have a Ko-fi named silverdollar If you are interested in subbing from there as well and im working on a Subscribestar (They need more adult bodied pics)
I WAS working on my own website to handle transactions and subscriptions, my own platform, buuuuuuut my coder guy disappeared (If youre out there, im worried! Please contact me if you see this!).
Also, im hesitent to take on side gigs in art BUT if you're interested I have a few friends
Khaz https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/26831170
and
Kevab https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/38518095
and I was thinking of making a mini magazine with some exclusive sketches (colored)
We would be drawing a few (3-4ish) pics a month, nothing crazy, just fun low effort sketches of ideas we dont want to spend a week finishing lol,of stuff we think is sexy but we dont normally draw and upload on pixiv.
I'd probably price it at $3-5 per issue and call it something fun like "The "P"Word-Files"
Check them out and follow them, too! If you like me you'll like them!
Tell me if thats something you'd be interested in though!
Anyways, thats it for my little speech and my shark tank pitch lol
Im SO so so so sorry if pixiv DM's dont work as well as they should, btw. Im trying to get ahold of some people but It just doesnt seem like some folk are getting the DM's but im gonna keep trying!
Alright, Done for real, Love you guys! Heres to our futures!!!!