I think i need to make a decision right here for my own mental health (Pixiv Fanbox)

I don’t think im going to do any commissions or requests for the foreseeable future. Any ones I owe will be refunded at my expense. I tried doing everything I could to make myself well and good but the thought of all these “jobs” looming over me just locks me up and stops me from doing anything. It controls my life in a lot of regards, like I can’t play this video game because I need to have some spare dopamine to make sure I can sit down and draw this picture. So I think I just need a fresh start and have the freedom to do my own thing without guilt of not working. thanks so much for wanting to see your vision come to life through me. It’s an amazing honor to have you think of me and like my art. I’ll still do art but it’s going to be from me for all of us. No more money (unless you want it uncensored). Maybe one day I can revisit the idea of charging but until then I need some time.