Angelic Sinner photos by Duy Ho + Sober NYE... (Patreon)

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I have posed in all kinds of lighting scenarios, but I always find that natural light is my favorite somehow! Of course, variety is the spice of life, so any crazy gels or shadowy strobes are always gladly welcomed! I gotta say though, the natural brings out the human in me. Other stuff may bring out the vogue in me, the alien in me, or the parallelogram in me... but natural is a different flavor! 

Here I am wearing my favorite white lingerie made by the indie designer Recherie Lingerie - I love promoting indie artists who hand craft their own lingerie line when I model! It makes me feel good about the art and erotika I create ;) 

These photos are shot by Duy Ho  in San Francisco! We made some awesome content again recently too! Stay tuned for the next post: the VIDEO from the making of this shoot!!!

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***Sober NYE***

17 years ago New Years Eve was the first time I ever got drunk. My mom let me have a glass of champagne at the countdown, and afterwards I kept asking other people who didn’t finish their glass if I could drink the rest of theirs. That night I felt spectacular- like all my insecurities, shyness, and nerdiness had magically melted away. From that point on ...and for several years... alcohol was my coolness crutch. 

And i was soooooo cool you guys [eyeroll] I had a seedy druggy apartment when I turned 18, dated some psychos and drug dealers who taught me the hard way that not everyone has empathy.... I eventually moved into a musician party house where we had keggars and live shows at our house. (Ok, I definitely don’t regret that, but I was living behind a mask) 

I would black out and puke myself or otherwise embarrass myself on a regular basis- pissed myself a handful of times, ended up in legal, financial, and job-threatening trouble on multiple occasions. I let people down. I would book shoots texting while i was blacked out and then forget about the booking. I would say rude shit on Facebook when I was fucked up cuz I thought it was funny. I’ve been to jail twice, had an ignition interlock twice (once for a year, the next time for 5 years) forked over 30-40k cumulatively in payments to court, probation fees, lawyer fees, interlock fees etc etc all resulting from my drinking. 

On New Years Day 8 years ago, I was arrested for my second DUI. I had been drinking (a lot) the night before and also had antibiotics in my system which affected my liver’s ability to process booze. I was pulled over at 3pm and the officer said I smelled like booze. I challenged him to just breathalyze me because I felt like I was just a little hung over and was confident I’d blow a flying 0.00 .... well it was a 0.151 ... double the legal limit. (Well.... actually 15 times the legal limit for me because I was still on probation with zero tolerance.... dumbass me....) 

Yea so that landed me in handcuffs and the rest is history. 

So NYE is a special time for me, I now feel confident in rejecting that free champagne that venues hand out at midnight. Reflecting on the fucked up bullshit that my life suffered as a result of drinking helps keep me sober today. My sobriety bday is April 30, I’ll have 8 years this year! 

Shout out to the other socially awkward sober folks out there! If you ever see me sitting or standing alone at a social event, I’d be pleased to be approached for conversation! I’m still working on getting out of my shell in these areas!

THAAANKS for reading my rant about my life story!!! hahah i love you!

*Kristy

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