Peekaboo Lingerie Selfies + Personal Thoughts (Patreon)

This indie designer from the Ukraine gets creative with her lingerie :) One of my favorite Etsy shops! Blossom Body!  She hand makes these with care, and this strappy, lacey little number is a peekaboo type set! the cups have cutaways and *barely* cover the nips- love it!

So I have an awkward confession to make, please don'f judge me lol.. and I hope this doesn't ruin the fantasy! Anyway, the first time I ever bought lingerie, it was because a photographer told me to- in preparation for my first photo shoot. The stuff is pretty expensive when you're just an 18 year old and used to just getting cotton panties from target in your  Xmas stocking and whatnot... lol!

Because it's expensive (compared to "normal undies") I wanted to make sure to get a return on investment out of it- by taking care of it and not letting any ehh...  bodily fluids stain it, or heaven forbid... have it yanked on and damaged! 

Over the course of time collecting lingerie for shoots, lingerie has become somewhat of a fun sexy "uniform" in my photographic creations... therefore I view it as an accent for imagery... not so much a part of a bedroom routine- unless that was requested of course! I love seducing a partner... but I also love being fully nude. haha, you don't have to comment on that if you think it's wierd or whatever! I have just always found it an odd juxtaposition in my personal life. 

After that long awkward rant... here you go! enjoy the sexiness in all my glory!

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***Personal Thoughts***

I hope you don't mind me exploding some personal thoughts into this post... I am in a very intense time of my life right now and I hope to express it in as many avenues as are socially acceptable... I may be over-sharing on facebook lately but... fuck it people can just think I am losing my marbles anyway, who cares.

So as many of you all know, a few weeks ago my 7.5 year relationship ended. Right before that, I was at the height of my alcoholism, and my previous relationship  (which lasted 2 years) had ended about a month and a half before this most recent one - so as a sober person trying to maintain my sanity, all this newly single crap on top of moving into a van and purging my belongings is REALLY overwhelming emotionally. 

I needed to make space in my "memory boxes" by organizing their contents to make room for other memories that had been accumulating in my dresser - my memory boxes hold stuff like awards, photos with friends, birthday cards, letters and photos from past boyfriends, diplomas, ribbons from high school track, paintings and drawings, CDs & t-shirts from my friend bands etc etc... so going through THAT pile of memories was very ...nostalgic... to say the least! 

I am really grateful for all the love in my life I have had and for my friends who have been reaching out to me and hanging out with me :) ... 

And one other thing... A few of my guy friends have told me some shit that kinda hurt my feelings - here's one example: One told me that a couple years ago ...when we were going to hang out at karaoke, he invited a mutual friend, and that friend's girlfriend (now ex) was asking "oh who are you hanging out with" so the guy told her "[name intentionally omitted] and Kristy" - so she looked me up online and found photos of me and got really pissed off and said he couldn't go to karaoke with us. Like WTF?! That's just one example, there are others including recently :( This is a huge insecurity I have being single... I feel like  even people who claim to be chill about me and my photos are secretly uncool with me as a person :( 

More than half my actual hang-out / non photography friends in Seattle are guys so its sometimes awkward if I am not "taken" by someone else... like I am some wildcard or free radical or a ticking timebomb :( That's part of the life of being a freelance model though I guess. I am not going to quit doing what I love and sharing my photos with the world. 

I would never gripe about this on my social media because I feel like a lot of those folks wouldn't understand (too broad of an audience there). But if you're here on this page reading my thoughts, and you made it this far (I know it's a NOVEL) I appreciate you! 

A million times a million :) thanks for giving me the time of day and reading <3

*Kristy

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