Weekly Diary: Chapter 4 (Patreon)

Hello everyone!,

I hope you're all okay, enjoying your summer or winter.. depends where you live hehe. You know I'm back in Madrid, and all I can say is that I'm experiencing a lot of heat, but that's what summer is like in Spain. The past few weeks have been very stressful after returning from vacation because there's a lot of work to catch up on, and I spend most of the day in the office.

Right now, I'm thinking about changing jobs and looking for a better position in another company, but it's difficult to find offers. I want to find a better job for next year.

I also have some news to share; we have a new roommate, Helena, and I decided to accept someone else to share the rent and be able to handle the payments if any of us lose our jobs. Life for young people in Spain is very complicated; it's impossible to become independent without living in a shared apartment, and even less so in Madrid.

As for our content, I'm trying to incorporate new styles and improve editing to bring better content, but last week my Xpen tablet broke, and now I have to edit manually, which takes a lot of time. I have to buy a new one because I think it can't be fixed... it lasted 5 years.

Also It's true that I'm a bit unmotivated... I don't know if it's because of the heat or lack of ideas or the bad attitude of some people towards me. Some people think that just because I upload this content, they have free rein to treat me like a whore and can demand anything from me. They also get angry because the conversation isn't smooth and want me to be available to them at all times when they're just trying to harass me. But this is only 1% of the people here. I check messages almost every day but can't answer everything at the same time; sometimes I delay, I hope you understand. Apart from my job, daily chores, working on this, and looking for new content, I have to answer about 50 people who write to me... sometimes I don't have time.

Many of you ask if I want to have a black partner and things like that, honestly, it's not something I strictly look for, I've never had a relationship with a black guy. They don't disgust me, but I want to make it clear that I also like white guys. Fantasies don't mean I'm racist. On the contrary. The guys I've kissed have been white, and those I've been in love with have also been white. I don't think about a man for his skin color. All this is just for me, just fantasies, it's not something I want in real life. For my future, I see myself having a normal family, I don't even think about cuckold and things like that, I don't know if I would be capable. I see myself more as a traditional mother, although it may seem crazy to you. I suppose some of you will be married or in a relationship, even in a very traditional relationship, and you fantasize about many things... well, the same thing happens to me.

Then there are my opinions about society in general, and sometimes in my posts, I tend to be ironic or sarcastic, don't take everything literally... It's undeniable that we are at a point in history where the current generation has become more fragile and weak, especially in the West. This is undeniable, I believe. And that is unattractive, at least to me. I think women are generally not attracted to weak men. Inside, we always have the image of the man who protects and provides for us. Why is the good part of the traditional, mentally strong, determined, and capable man being lost? Well, I don't know completely, but I think it's a combination of situations. Women have also changed, I don't deny it, we are not like our mothers. I think a big part of the blame for everything has to do with lifestyle, sedentary, vices that load you with dopamine, diet... and especially new social trends like "woke" as it's called. Also, feminism.

I think that accumulation of things is finishing off the good part of traditional masculinity. In general, the new version of masculinity is unattractive, as good as those new skills and attitudes may be for society. It's very complicated and at the same time sad, but it's the truth.

And among women, it's the same, sometimes I get the feeling that only hatred towards men is fostered, and we have to be in a constant competition to be better. If you're good with men, it's because you're submissive and worth nothing as a woman, now you have to earn more money than them to prove your worth and have 20 university degrees. Being a mother no longer has merit. Girls are becoming more and more hypersexualized, and hypergamy and hybristophilia are at unprecedented levels.

However, don't forget that we are animals, and nature always regulates the world. We, as smart as we think we are, are not outside of this. In the end, weak societies fall and are replaced, that's a fact. It has happened many times in history.

Years ago, I read an article about biology and anthropology of the Iberian Peninsula during the Bronze Age. The study suggested that from the bones found, it was seen that during that period, there was a decline in the local male population and a gradual replacement by men from the east. However, there were no changes in female population. It is clear how migratory movements of expanding populations end up replacing nearby communities with the blessing and acceptance of local females. In the study, they claim that the bones of local men clearly showed a morphological and dietary difference that made these men smaller and weaker compared to the invaders. But not only here, when the Spaniards went to America, something similar happened. In the end, women accepted the foreigner, seeking better genes (taller, more muscular etc), better provision capacity (hypergamy), and protection even if those men are violent or evil (hybristophilia)... This has happened always..

PD: Lol The Blacked subscription that was given to me expired last week, I have to say that Helena and I watched a lot of videos, I won't deny that sometimes I ended up touching myself hahaha. If you want to know the favorites, just ask.

Whit love,

Your princess.