Miss Victoria (Patreon)

I sat at the table and clenched my little hands into fists with anger. It was not so noticeable on my face, but inside I was very angry. I was wearing a 19th century dress and it fully corresponded to the time in which I had been for several days. It was not my body or my life. My chest was exposed at the neckline and tightly pressed against the dress. From mine, I only have my face and even under the layer of makeup that was on me, I still saw my old male reflection and it seemed ridiculous with this female body of a girl from the 19th century. These tiny tiny arms ... Hell, I've been in the gym for so many years to have muscles, and now it's all gone and I seem to be stuck here for a long time.

In the room was just me and a representative of the company "Time Travel to Joy", who was in the body of one of the servants of the house in which I lived. In my time, at the time in which I lived and was a man of 28 years old, at this time technologies developed very strongly and invented a way to travel to parallel worlds. I didn't know exactly how it works, but the point was that in a parallel reality you get the body of the person who lives there, and he gets yours. So that that person did not know anything, he was placed in a cryochamber and put into sleep for a while. The side effect of this exchange was that we saved our faces, so we installed a special device that made everyone think that this was always the case.

The representative of the company said that the girl, whose body I now had, in my universe, in my body, in a cryogenic chamber, died and they are looking for a way to bring me back, but they are not sure if it will work out.

This is all a stupid joke of my friends who gave me this certificate and determined in advance that the exchange would take place with a girl who lives in the 19th century. When I got here it was a huge surprise for me, but I had a full immersion package and had no connection with the firm. 

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-But you cannot leave me here, I cannot live here like this girl. I don't know anything about this time and after all I'm a guy!

I shouted and straightened a lock of my hair, which was styled in such a way that the curls were still visible.

- Mr. Simons, if you read the contract carefully, you would understand that you are mistaken. Firstly, it states that in case of unforeseen problems, you understand the risk that you can stay here.

- What?! Not! Nobody told me that!

- This is a standard contract. And secondly, the chip that you have now implanted, this chip will transmit all the necessary information to you. You have probably already noticed during these three days here that you already know how to do something. You yourself picked these clothes, did your hair and makeup?

- Yes, and it was humiliating. These three days I live here like some kind of girl. Everyone treats me the same way. I have to communicate with other equally stupid girls who only do what they talk about guys and ... damn, you don't understand, this girl, in whose body I am now, in short, she is engaged and her fiancé and I should come soon I'm not going to leave a minute here. This is all my friends' stupid joke

- But in the contract that you signed everything was specified, including this life that you rent for a week

- I haven't read the contract! Just take me back

- I already told you. I'll come back to you if something changes, hold on

He looked at me sympathetically and I noticed how the servant's face changed and now instead of the face of the representative of the company, he again had his own face. 

...

- Hey, don't go

-I beg your pardon, Miss Victoria, did you want something?

- I ... uh. No, get out of here

Out of frustration and anger, I made a facepalm and once again touched my forehead with my gentle palm. The skin of my forehead, like my hands, was soft and soft. The curls of my hair still stuck out of my hair and touched my face.

I looked down at my cleavage and watched my breasts grow bigger and smaller with every breath I took. I felt a corset squeezing my waist under the dress. These clothes and this life are not mine and I did not like all this at all.

I was hoping that I would somehow get through these days, and when I get back I'll kick my friends' ass! You couldn't joke like that, they didn't even know what they had done. I literally lived these three days as a girl, a lady of this time. I felt very well my new body, my chest in a dress pressed tightly against me, and when I took off my clothes before going to bed, I felt how they weigh on my body, I no longer had my male device and this body, God! I spent so many years in the gym, but now my height was 1 m 55 cm and I was skinny, my arms were weak and thin and there were no muscles on my body. Everyone could offend me and I could not do anything. It was weird and scary. I felt this for the first time in my life.

Everyone called me "Victoria" or "Miss Victoria". From conversations with these stupid girls, I learned that tomorrow some Jack is to come and everyone is waiting for him to offer me his wife. I was sure that it would not affect me, because the third day ended today, but this news ... Of course the chip in my head will help me, but I do not want it! It is not right! 

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The next day I woke up in the same bed. I removed the blanket with a habitual movement and looked at my body. Damn, another dumb day in this dumb body. I didn't want to get out of bed, but the urge to go to the toilet was stronger than me.

I got up and straightened my long, blunt hair, which I now had to comb every morning after sleep and then do my hair and makeup.

I walked slowly to the window, feeling my chest still hanging under my nightgown. Damn, why is this hair so long. I hate this. By the way, what is this paper here? It looks like ... like ...

I came closer and lowered my head to look. I had to pull my very long hair behind my back so that it would not interfere with me. It was a note from the company "Time Travel Joy", I knew it right away, because there was their signature at the bottom.

It said that they analyzed Victoria's life path and if I want, I can read on, but if I want to live on my own, then I must just remove this and the letter will be destroyed by itself in 5 minutes. Why would I know that ?! I want to go back to my time. Do they really think that they can leave me here in this body like this ?!

But I decided to read it. It was written there that the best life option for me, damn, they even now write that this is my life! The best option is to agree with Jack's proposal to marry. They wrote that I will have two children and that this is the most optimal life in terms of wealth. If I refuse, I can render poverty! Children?! Marriage?! What do they think of themselves !? I will never agree to this! I am a man, although I have this body and am not going to sleep with another man! 

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As usual, for the fourth day in a row, it took me a long time to get dressed. I was not worried that this Jack would come soon, although everyone around was talking only about it. It seems that everything was already decided and everyone knew that we should get married, but I was not going to do this. I don't care if I die in poverty, but I won't sleep with this person.

This stupid chip makes me think that the way I look now is normal and even more, it seems to me that I look very beautiful. But I know for sure that all this is completely unacceptable and I definitely understand that I do not like all these clothes and these feelings. I would like to be at home in my T-shirt and shorts in my body, but not that all.

I don't know how to describe it. When Jack came into the room, I just stood and talked to someone. I didn't worry about conversations, everything that I had to say appeared in my head automatically, thanks to the chip, and I only needed to say it, I didn't even think. I didn't notice how he entered, only a few minutes later I heard his voice. - Miss Victoria

I turned and wanted to send him somewhere far away, but instead I was speechless. I looked up at him. He was a big man. But in fact it seemed so to me, because he was the same height as I once was, but now he seemed to me just huge and strong.

- Um ... hello

I didn't know what to say, so I listened to Chip.

- Can we talk? I haven't seen you for so long and we have a lot to discuss

I felt some kind of burning sensation in my chest and it seemed to me that the room was getting hot. I could not refuse this person and did not understand why. I just stood there and smiled and listened to what he had to say about his travels and wars. I don't know why, but I suddenly thought it was terribly interesting. 

...

These conversations continued throughout the evening. Jack and I talked and danced and it all seemed completely normal to me. I sat and looked at him, but I tried not to do it, only in order not to seem arrogant.

At the end of the evening, of course, he proposed to me to get married and I said that I would think about it, but everyone understood that this meant yes.

When he left, I stayed on the table and suddenly this feeling disappeared. I suddenly realized clearly this evening and all that I was doing. I didn't understand why it was. Perhaps the chip did it to me, because in a healthy mind I would never behave like that. I was acting like some kind of girl in love and ... damn, I agreed to get married, no! It is impossible, how can one live in such a life if I cannot even control it.

I looked down at my neckline, again at my thin arms, the dress that I was wearing and touched my hair in a beautiful hairstyle. It was all real and it was mine. I didn't want to believe it, but maybe I really have to accept this life. God, how I miss TV, electricity, bitter water! Damn friends, if I ever see them again, I will definitely beat them!

At that moment, one of the girls ran up to me and cash out!

- God, Victoria! I am so happy for you! I saw how you looked at him and how he looked at you! I am sure that you will be fine, especially since he has money and influence!

I did not try to escape from her embrace and felt her breasts pressing against mine. 

...

I sat on the bed and looked into the distance. My plump breasts were even bigger because of this nightgown, which I specially wore for the night.

Almost a month has passed since I was stuck here in life as Victoria and now I am no longer a miss, but officially Mrs. Victoria and this is our first wedding night.

I don't know how it happened, but every time I was with Jack, the chip turned on and I turned into a girl in love. I realized that I could control myself and I could even swear, but it was very difficult and in the end I decided that it was better to trust these guys from the company "Time Travel to Joy", after all, who else can I trust here.

But I didn't want to happen what is about to happen. I breathed frequently and watched my chest expand and contract as I inhaled. My legs were covered with a lightweight nightie that was easy to remove. I still had that stupid wedding hairstyle on my head.

I knew what was about to happen. This Jack will enter and I will again catch my breath, butterflies will appear in my stomach and heat will begin to burn in my chest. I've already gone through all this a million times. God, is this really happening? 

...

I don't know how it got this far. As a jock guy who played sports all his life in the future, I turned into this man's obedient wife. I am no longer even embarrassed by all these clothes and I have learned to get pleasure from making love.

It's only been three months since I got stuck here, but I've changed so much. I don't know how to explain it, maybe it was the chip that was working, but almost everything began to seem normal, although I still remembered my old life.

I was walking in the garden and at one point I noticed that several people were approaching me. It was strange, because the servants usually went one by one and only in what emergency situations were they together. I got scared that something happened

- Something happened? Why you....

- Stan! God, Stan, it really is you! I fucking recognize your face from a thousand!

- What do you?

It seemed that for a hundred years no one called me by my real name and now I definitely saw the face of one of my friends. The second man, with the face of my other friend, could hardly restrain his laughter and said

- Stan, they said how you live here, but I never thought it was true! Haha, look at you! These clothes, what kind of hat ?! God, I would take a picture of this if it could be done!

I suddenly felt unbearably ashamed and did not know what to answer. They appeared here at the most unexpected moment

- Tell me, is it true that you are pregnant ?! Ahaha

...

At that moment one of the servants came up with whom I was looking for a dog.

- Mrs. Victoria, here's your dog. Don't worry, she's fine

He handed it to my hand and at that moment I heard my friends laugh even louder. Especially when I started adjusting my feather hat.

- Do not be afraid of Stan, oh sorry Mrs. Victoria, we will soon disappear! We were just for 5 minutes, we were given this time to say goodbye to you! Haha god, that's just the best joke of the century, admit it, Mrs Victoria.

- How do you talk to madam?

- Oh, yes, sorry madam. Duck means doggy. I remember you hated those little female dogs. I will tell this to everyone. Arevoir, Mrs ..

And their faces changed and instead of the faces of my friends there were now the faces of servants

I stood with mixed feelings. I remembered how I hated them for what they had done and now I remembered it. I again felt the same feeling that I had at the very beginning. I realized how ridiculous I now look in this outfit with this dog. I felt this ridiculous hat and this dress with a corset, this chest around my head. I remembered sharply everything that had happened during those three months, and I felt terribly embarrassed and ashamed.

- Mrs. Victoria, forgive them ...

There was a noise in my ears and I almost fainted, of course I did not listen to the apology of the servants. 

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I spent the rest of the day in my room crying. I am ashamed to admit, but this was not the first time, whether it was a body or a chip or me, I don’t know, but I became very sensitive and this meeting with my old friends ruined my mood.

In the evening I decided to take a walk in the garden and one of my servants approached me again. This time I did not recognize the face.

- Again? What do you want from me?! Just ... just ...

I could not stand it and again tears appeared on my face

- Hush, honey, hush, don't cry. This is normal. I am a representative of the company "Travel in time to joy", please listen to me.

“I don’t… I don’t… what do you want?”

“I know it was hard for you, but we followed you. This is our problem and you shouldn't suffer, so the chip will help you adapt.

- Duck is all of you ?! You ruined my life.

- We admit it and therefore helped. Victoria, listen

- I'm not Victoria ... I ... I ... don't know who I am.

- That's why I came. I know that you remember that there was once Stan, and these people, Stan's friends, we shouldn't have let them in, so I came here urgently. Listen to me carefully

I breathed faster and again could not get rid of the feeling that this was all wrong. My chest was sticking out of this dress and gave weight and I noticed it again. There was a mess in my head.

- Your chip, it has already done everything that needs to be done, now everything depends on you. You know that we cannot bring you back and have tried to help you adapt. But you yourself have to say what you want. Do you want to remember your old life and suffer all your life, or maybe we can help you forget all this?

The thought made me afraid

- What?! How?! Why forget !? I don't ... I don't want ... I don't know, just ... damn ...

- Yes, I know what you need to think about. In any case, if you want to forget all this and leave only Victoria, then drink this. These are the memories of the real Victroia. This liquid will do everything. Now, I'm sorry, these travels are very expensive, goodbye.

Again and this last time I saw how a person's face was changing. In my hands was a vessel with some kind of liquid, and at first I thought that I would throw it away, but did not do it.

I returned to the house and held this vessel in my hands, pondering the words of this gentleman. 

...

Victoria stood in the living room of her house. It was already evening and almost an hour had passed since the meeting with the gosopdin, who gave her this vessel. She stood and held it in her hands and thought something. No one knew what thoughts were in this beautiful head of this beautiful creature, but she definitely doubted something

Her husband entered the room. He had just returned from a long trip and did not expect to see her here, because he did not warn her, and the time was late and she had to sleep

- Sweetheart, why are you awake

Victoria looked at him, then again at the vessel that was in her hands

“I… I just don’t want to sleep and… why did you come back so early?”

“Aren't you glad to see me? Come to me, my dear wife

Victoria smiled. She loved Jack and every time she saw him, her heart began to beat faster. She stood and suddenly abruptly opened the bottle and drank all the contents

- Honey, what is this ?!

But Victoria did not hear this. An infinite number of events took place in her head, and she relived her whole life and forgot another, not her life. From an excess of emotion, she staggered and fell.

...

 Several years later

...

Victoria sat at her desk and traced the paper with her pen. She wrote one of her stories. She was not going to print books or magazines until she did, but it was her hobby.

- What will your book be about again? Any other magical nonsense?

- This is not magical nonsense, this is technology

- And where do you come up with all this?

Victoria sighed and did not answer her husband, who was sitting next to her. She herself did not know where she had in her head so many strange thoughts about cars that ride on wheels, about other cars that fly or swim under water. She just made up stories and wrote them. She liked to write these stories, she did not know why, but when she wrote this, it was as if she found herself in another world, in the one in which she had never been, but would very much like to visit.