Mary Jane (Patreon)

I worked on a time machine all my life, and in particular I myself was sure that this was impossible. But recently, I came up with one experiment that may have helped to invent a time machine.

I experienced this on objects and other things and saw that my invention did not transfer objects to the past or the future. They remained in place. I bought beer and was already drunk at the moment when I decided to try the experiment myself. I connected the electrodes to myself, on the control device I set the date and time for 5 minutes to the past and pressed the start button, but at that moment there was a power surge.

For a moment, everything went dark

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When I saw the light again there were empty green fields in front of me. Somewhere there was a river and a forest. I felt my face and neck blowing in the wind. Somehow I ended up on the street and apparently it was not evening anymore, because I was conducting an experiment in the evening.

I looked around and didn’t see a single residential building near, there was a castle and a road nearby. While turning my head, I felt a strange discomfort in the neck, as if there was some kind of rope that pressed some kind of hat so that it would not fall.

I checked my neck and found that there really was a knot. I checked with my hands what was on my head and could not understand it. It was some kind of fancy hat. I could not even imagine what she looked like.

But at that moment I drew attention to something else. My hands! They were ... These were not my hands! They were too small and my clothes changed! I stood in some old-fashioned dress and held a handkerchief in my hand.

Is this some kind of a joke !? But who needs this ?! I felt my body and did not understand how this is possible! My waist and all the other parts have definitely become smaller. I was not a sports man, but I had a very strong body and a beer belly, but now my body was very very thin. Someone touched my shoulder

"Jane, please go, we must not be late."

...

"Who you are?"

I looked around to see who it was and was surprised at how high my voice now sounds. A man stood in front of me for about 50 years, he looked reproachfully at me and did not answer the question. He only said

"Mary Jane Austen, get in the carriage and don’t delay me. If we are late to your fiancé, I, although I love you, will fulfill my promise and send you to the monastery!"

With these words, he took my hand and led me into the carriage. I tried to resist, but I was too weak and then realized that I better do what this person says

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Sitting in the carriage, I tried to understand what happened, who I am and where I am. I sat and looked at my hands, my dress. After all this, it was logical to assume that I now have a female body and I immediately began to notice it. First of all, it was a feeling of emptiness between the legs. Although I felt that there were a lot of other clothes under the payee, but I understood this right away. I even felt the swaying of my chest under the dress, especially on the bumps of the road.

I managed to find out, mainly logically, but also from the answers of this gentleman that I am now in the body of Mary Jane, this man is her father and we are now going to get acquainted with her future bridegroom. But the most important thing is that this is 1846, which means that my time machine worked! I knew it! I knew that she would work, although I did not believe it. But I had to get back somehow

The joy that my invention worked gave way to despair that I do not know how to go back, which means that I am stuck here in the body of this innocent girl, and she ... maybe she is in my body. I need to somehow leave her a message, maybe write some kind of letter? Or something else to come up with ?! I'm starting to panic

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We drove into the city and I saw before me the real life of people in the city of 1845. It was like a movie, but only there were no actors. Everywhere there was dirt and different people who were dressed in old clothes.

We stopped and father Mary said

"Daughter, come out, grandmother is already waiting for you"

I opened the carriage door and saw in front of me a complete picture of this city. There were some traders here, other people just walked, someone cleaned the street and the houses were completely different from what I used to see in 2020

"Mary, my dear, come down!"

I saw an old woman who, apparently, was turning to me.

To get out of the carriage I needed to pull my dress up. It was terribly uncomfortable. Even when I went out, I realized that if I did not keep the hem of the dress, then I could fall. I immediately remembered the photos of these women in vintage dresses

"Mary, I'm so happy for you. Come to me, dear, I will hug you."

I did not adjust to the words of this woman and only again looked around. I felt someone hug me and saw that this was an old woman. Apparently this is grandmother Mary Jane

"Mary, what's wrong with you? Aren't you glad to see me ?!"

I did not have time to think about anything other than how I can go back in time. I did not intend to spend the rest of my life in a dismal 1845 as a woman who should soon be married! I had to urgently find a way to return

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“Mary, Mr. Smith is waiting for you. Please be nice to him. He’s a busy man. Today he took a little time to get to know you and don’t disappoint him. Show me how good you are, kind and economic,” said father Mary Jane, who seemed to he doesn’t hear him at all.

He walked with his grandmother and father towards the house of Gordon Smith, a wealthy man with whom her father had an affair. It was a marriage of convenience, but of convenience to her parent. Her father, if she was getting married, should have received a large sum of money from Mr. Smith. His daughter was an obedient and sweet daughter, he was sure that everything would go well.

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I walked with these people and only thought about how to return to the future in my body and life, but nothing came to my mind. I experienced strange feelings of joy along with despair and at the same time felt more and more from my new situation. I walked holding this uncomfortable dress with my hands so as not to fall, but it must have looked elegant. This ridiculous hat was on my head, the strap from which was completely uncomfortably located on the neck, at that moment I thought about why it was impossible in the old days to come up with more convenient things for women and found for myself the only answer that women there was almost no right. And now I was just in the body of one of the women, and from this thought I had goose bumps all over my body.

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We entered the house. It was a nondescript house in which there was no place for luxury. Everything was in moderation here, but nevertheless, paintings hung on the walls and a servant met us

He led us into the office of Mr. Smith. Mr. Gordon Smith was sitting at his desk and was writing with pen and ink. I thought about why he doesn’t use a pen, but then I instantly remembered that I was in the past

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Mr. Smith looked up and saw three people in the hallway in front of him. This was the Austin family - Grandmother, Father and daughter. He looked at his watch and smiled at the fact that they arrived on time. He was scornful of Mary's father, he deceived him several times in business, and he didn’t even tell him anything. But Gordon had to get married, he was already 45 years old. Judging by the description, Mary Jane suited him completely. She was young, she was only 19, she was from a poor family, which means she would have always been grateful to him for this and she should have been modest, which means she would fulfill all his whims.

The first impression was good, it was a young, small and thin girl. She looked off to the side and seemed very modest.

He invited her to come closer to look at her.

...

I felt like in the market, only now I was the product. This Mr. Smith examined me as if I were a piece of fish, and he had to do all the tests before buying. I heard that it happened in the 19th century, that women were like goods, but I didn’t think that it was so true and even more so I didn’t think that I would be in the place of such a woman myself.

I came closer. His hand touched my cheek, but I only stepped aside

"Mary, what are you? I just wanted to touch your face. Why are you leaving? You should be pleased, I'm your future husband!"

From these words a smile appeared on the face of father Mary Jane, and on mine only sadness and sadness. I considered a lot of options for returning to the future, but not one of them was implemented. Such technologies have not yet been invented, so it seems that I was stuck as Mary Jane and the prospect of living with this man and sharing a bed with him did not appeal to me at all!

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This day has come. I did not think that everything would be so fast. But about a month passed after this meeting with Mr. Smith. My father and I went to Mary Jane’s house and lived there all this time.

Mary Jay’s house was much smaller than Mr. Smith, and her room, if you can call it a room, was located under the closet, there was barely enough room for a bed. I had to sleep and live there. In the early days I was constantly scolded, I had to do almost all the housework. All my day I was busy with something. They made me clean the house, wash the dishes, look after the animals and much more. I was so tired that every evening I literally could not think of anything other than a bed. I came to my closet under the stairs and fell asleep there very quickly, and the next day everything was new

Mother Mary Jane did not love me, she thought I was lucky with Mr. Smith and apparently she was jealous of me, which is why she constantly scolded me and sometimes beat me. My father was almost never at home. Two more sisters lived here, who enjoyed the greater love of their mother, they even had separate rooms and were not forced to work this way.

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And this day. I stood in front of the mirror, not believing what I was seeing. In the mirror was a beautiful young lady in a white pendant dress, she was beautiful, only her face was sad. It was now my face. That I was sad. I was not stupid, I perfectly understood that at this time a young young girl who could not even write would have a difficult time. I was thinking what to do this month. I was thinking about running away. But the best decision was a wedding and I had to accept it. Yes, I couldn’t write now. I discovered this on my third day here. I wanted to make some calculations, but when I took the stone and wanted to write something on the ground, I realized that I did not know how to do it! And at that moment I realized that all my knowledge of physics also disappeared!

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But the wedding was just a formality, I soon learned that in the house of Gordon Smith I should now do everything the same as before, but only now also pretend that I want sex and give love.

It was already more complicated and after a few months I regretted thinking that life in Mary Jane’s parents' house was bad. Everything was much more complicated here, I prayed to God to get pregnant faster. Gordon was waiting for this and really wanted to get a baby boy. Every month when I got my period, he was angry and the attempts continued!

Mary Jane's body, or rather my body, was very weak and thin, and even the girls, his sisters, were taller than me. They all treated me like a piece of shit and made me do everything. I could not answer them, because after each of my objections I was beaten.

I learned to dress in beautiful dresses and do hairstyles. I did not think that it would be difficult, but it took me a lot of time for this.

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Gordon Smith sat in his office as usual. They knocked on the door and he allowed to enter. It was Mary Jane. She looked away and brought him lunch on a tray. It cannot be said that he was completely satisfied with her, especially at first, but she was correcting herself. He expected that she would immediately be diligent and would do everything that she owed, and for some reason she would behave like the inappropriate young lady, she even argued with him! He could not leave it like that and punished her.

Now, after three months of their marriage, he was happy with everything except that she could not get pregnant. He thought that if she still could not give birth to him, then he would have to get a divorce and take the money from her father.