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In this episode, QT & Maya talk about mental health, road rage and the upcoming gala. 

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Anonymous

perfectly timed episode release

Sam

I’m literally 1:24 in and have gone through so many feelings already lmao

Jacob

love this thumbnail

Klav

forsen

ghostwritersrus

The fact that do many people were trying to warn you about Klonopin makes me sad. It is something to be careful about for sure, but fear mongering just prevents people from taking care of themselves in the most effective ways Klonopin genuinely saved my life and helped with my disassociation disorder so much.

Sara

Depersonalization/derealization havers rise up! It really is scary. I had my first really bad episode a year or so ago in the middle of talking to my best friend of 10+ years. Like I knew I was supposed to know them, but I just didn't know them/recognize them and it's like they weren't real. And like you said, it is scary because you *know* that something is wrong. Like you *know* that you're wrong/misperceiving something, but that almost makes it worse because it's like this overwhelming feeling of being crazy/insane.

bakedLaska

I do the pad thing, it feels the most sanity and safe to me. Although I haven't done it since I was like a teenage. I just keep up with laundry better as an adult now

Eddy

Directed towards QT being on the Yard but I do find it unfortunate that QT doesn’t see how funny and entertaining she is. Any time I see her on anything it’s always a blast. Side note I just realized the 3 podcasts I like have a gay friend that they and I don’t know what to make of this (Wine ab it - Prezo, Fear& - Austin, Yard -Aiden)

Katie

I can't believe Slime killed Maya after she called him fat...

Jamie Slacks

Fussolini is CRAYZY

Murkus

Plate up is so fun, you gotta find a group to play. Also I don't think you should get braces lmao

Nathalie

I wouldn’t get braces just for one slightly crocket tooth

JenWithLuv

no bc qt waa a baddie during that road rage situation🤣

Jose Marin

Great episode! Qt I hope one day you get to a point where you’re here and able to feel everything and be in a great mental space! That road rage story is crazy and why I tell my wife to just let it go, its not worth it. That mini golf event sounds freaking amazing, can I be a designated clapper? The gala sounds awesome too and excited to watch that one! Happy Tuesday!

Zabi

I could relate a lot about how scary medication is and I also stay away from it as much as I can. That's very brave of you to try something to help yourself. My general family doctor prescribed me xanax 5 years ago and it was at .5 3 times a day for 8-9 months straight. I had no knowledge about the medication at all, including the after effects. When I was getting off of it, that was honestly the worst month of my life. I really hope that this works for you and if not, something else does. It's difficult but at least you're trying to help yourself.

Devyn

QT I wish I had as much confidence as you when it comes to assholes on the road, that was actually so funny to listen too, unfortunately I also live in Texas so that would be a bad idea here lol but great job😂

kerk

qt, the streamer campers are playing plate up all the time as well, you could always ask in that discord if anyone wants to play

Devyn

Also I guarantee Slime, Aiden and Nick would love to have you on the yard, you all used to live together so it's not like it would be awkward or they don't like you or anything. I think it would be a great episode and they would all want you there!

Carmen Ramirez

on the fuslie thing, sometimes i use a panty liner on a cLEAN underwear and then get a clean liner the next day instead of changing my underwear. is that still a hot take?

Julie Tran

the part where maya froze scared me i really thought she was just sitting still like that 😭

Sasha

Slogan: ‘Pads/liner, not just for periods’. Fine print: ‘Other uses include miscounting underwear and post-unprotected boinking.’

Julie Tran

also qt you should ask your dentist if invisalign would be helpful to you. i originally wanted it for my crooked tooth but learned its actually beneficial because i have crowded teeth and it'll help reduce the bacteria getting stuck between my teeth!

Makenzie

I appreciate when you guys talk about mental health. My own mental health this past year has been the worst it’s ever been and I was just diagnosed w borderline personality disorder and it’s really scary especially because of the stigma around it and I’ve been taking new medications that have some pretty rough side effects but now I’m doing a lot better on them. So I just really appreciate you guys talking ab this stuff especially how scary prescriptions be sometimes. Loved the episode

Angel M

<3 to everyone having a hard time in the comments too, hope things look up for yall :)

Greta Wilkening

The nonprofit I work for does a gala every year and they pronounce it “gay-luh” and that’s apparently the right way ? so just for your reference lol

Mando Chil

I feel like panty liners are much more reasonable, I am wondering if that's what Leslie meant and not a full pad?

Hailey Van Allen

the Taylor video was great! Can't wait for the next one :)

Sylias869

Whatever happens to the secret word in every episode. Twinkle toes

Kate Keeffe

i appreciate ye loads <3

Abby Traum

just an fyi for QT, no need to apologize for talking about things that make you happy (i.e. taylor swift), your passion makes anything interesting to listen to :)

gsmit

1. Fussolini such an underrated joke

Anonymous

The snowballing is so real, sometimes you don't even notice too. When I get too stressed I just push it down so I don't really feel stressed but I can still tell because I get angry very very fast. Brains are weird man

Anonymous

You could try Invisalign if you really want to take care of the crooked tooth

Anonymous

for DR/DP, you should talk with the artist dodie. she had a similar experience, in 2016, of everything feeling like a dream and since has advocated for more people to know/understand about her condition. maybe a potential guest (given she's not on tour and time zones line up)

Derrick Ward

QT road rage story ending was surprising & entertaining. Glad she made it out alright.

Anonymous

this is one of my favorite episodes. It feels good to hear people talk about similar experiences with anxiety and derealization, it makes me feel less crazy. I'm starting my first year of college in a week and I'm going in with an untreated panic and disassociation disorder so its really helping to hear other people go through similar feelings and how you deal with it.

Anonymous

As a yard fan since day dot they made me laugh the hardest on their wine about it episode with qt

cabrabby

slime caught more strays this episode than the guy that could’ve shot qt in her car 😭

Ridorana12

Yay~ New episode ~~ :Jammies:

em

if you're able to get sapnap or karl to the gala that would be so hype

seashell

that road rage story was actually WILD the look on mayas face had me dead

angel

qt and slime would be a dynamic duo commentators

katana

No

angel

i’ve been waiting for the qt yard ep. streets need it

Turtle

no you dont need braces for that one tooth qt, it looks absolutely fine and you clearly take really good care of your teeth having teeth that are too perfectly aligned makes them look wierd and fake :)

SuperDuprEgg

I'm so hyped for the Gayla

TheAlan614

honest QTs response to that driver is valid

Jeppe Oliver Danielsen

When is the 500 days of summer episode happening? I actually did my homework (for once) and watched it.

conway1308

If you want to.

Alex Blythe

I Stan 2013 league of legends lobby QT

COAL GOLEM

QT went back to her "Love or Host" persona with the car guy

Dune_Shadow

YESSS I am so stoked for the new QT mini-ep content, great episode!

Belated Rodius

My sister and dad built a tiny home over an entire summer and it cost over 30k. The trailer needed itself is a big cost

PrincessClauds

i feel like qt was thinking of a keynote speaker instead of ted talk but i could be wrong ◡̈

Lindsey

streamer camp counselors plate up lobby??? and say boxbox isn’t interested guest judge Rae could maybe fill😆

Lindsey

and no, I think your teeth look great😬

Melissa Golden

I made a comment on a ytube video a while back about how you should not be ashamed of taking benzos to get back to baseline after trauma and I stand by it!! Good luck qt and don’t worry about others projections and warnings. If you do need a positive story, I actually had very similar issues and med history, I was prescribed kpin daily for just under a year and I also got off it fine, despite my worries it would be a tough thing to quit (bc my dad died from addiction and I didn’t want to follow suit) . But, it totally helped me in a very dark time. Used correctly under doctor supervision pharmaceuticals can b helpful even tho they are daunting sometimes n scary. You got this 🙏🏼💐

Joshua Mena

your teeth are perfect :)

Shaun Cheah

Was that including the price of the land on which the house was built/is located?

Justin Brinkley

I actually really want to purchase a Speak Now bracelet from you. I'm hoping nobody else wants one from that album so I have a chance. 👀😅

Kiera Clements

ok wait? do most other women not wear a liner everyday? i can't be the only one

Ronosaurusrex

I have been on generalized/social anxiety medication for a couple months now and it makes me so emotional thinking about how much it has helped me, I’ve been able to function so much better and enjoy my life so much more as a whole, going on it was probably the best decision I’ve ever made. I hope that this medication helps you qt and please please don’t feel any shame about it!

Jessica Stupack

QT you’re a boss ass beach for fighting your fears and taking charge on your medication. You’re truly an inspiration and I know you’re going to be able to feel that one day 👏🏻

ohmymira

i have done the pad in the dirty underwear situation LOL leslie just like me

Dani- Lee

you should deff just ask to play plate up. it's a game that seems easy to catch up with when learning

Aidan Keating

This might be a super stupid comment but I have bad anxiety and holding ice really helps I know you have it 100* worse and you can’t carry ice everywhere 😂 but it grounds me so thought I’d share it

allocat5867

I had braces for 10 years. I vote no. Too annoying.

EverquestJunky

Road ragers should kilometers to be fair.

Chipz

Plate up sounds like a fun stream NODDERS

Ash

I work from home and I wash my clothes once a month. I occasionally wear the same clothes like 2 days in a row but like I have a lot of clothes so I just wash them when I run out. I've also almost never run out of underwear just bc I've acquired so many lmao.

Ash

y'all should try and get bright cellars as a sponsor, I'd love to see if you can finally find a wine you like!

Tuesday (edited)

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2023-08-17 20:05:53 Hey QT, I too have diagnosed DPDR. There was a lot of triggers/traumas that led to what i label as a "fracture" in my reality. Disassociation was my go-to coping mechanism for years but the final trigger for me was i smoked a little weed while watching Hasan's insurrection coverage on Jan 4th 2021. Didn't sleep or eat for 3 days after, and in the months following felt very lonely as a result of my new perspective. What makes DPDR so difficult is its very hard to explain the feeling. I used metaphors like a alien on a planet, dream-state, or tripping 24/7. My point in all this is that you will be okay, the feelings will pass (or at the very least become less scary). What helped me acclimate was working through the feelings of fear and loneliness that emerged as a result of the DPDR. Everyone's mental health journey is different, but for me I look back on that scary experience with gratitude. Best of luck to you &lt;3
2023-08-17 17:43:55 Hey QT, I too have diagnosed DPDR. There was a lot of triggers/traumas that led to what i label as a "fracture" in my reality. Disassociation was my go-to coping mechanism for years but the final trigger for me was i smoked a little weed while watching Hasan's insurrection coverage on Jan 4th 2021. Didn't sleep or eat for 3 days after, and in the months following felt very lonely as a result of my new perspective. What makes DPDR so difficult is its very hard to explain the feeling. I used metaphors like a alien on a planet, dream-state, or tripping 24/7. My point in all this is that you will be okay, the feelings will pass (or at the very least become less scary). What helped me acclimate was working through the feelings of fear and loneliness that emerged as a result of the DPDR. Everyone's mental health journey is different, but for me I look back on that scary experience with gratitude. Best of luck to you <3

Hey QT, I too have diagnosed DPDR. There was a lot of triggers/traumas that led to what i label as a "fracture" in my reality. Disassociation was my go-to coping mechanism for years but the final trigger for me was i smoked a little weed while watching Hasan's insurrection coverage on Jan 4th 2021. Didn't sleep or eat for 3 days after, and in the months following felt very lonely as a result of my new perspective. What makes DPDR so difficult is its very hard to explain the feeling. I used metaphors like a alien on a planet, dream-state, or tripping 24/7. My point in all this is that you will be okay, the feelings will pass (or at the very least become less scary). What helped me acclimate was working through the feelings of fear and loneliness that emerged as a result of the DPDR. Everyone's mental health journey is different, but for me I look back on that scary experience with gratitude. Best of luck to you <3

Sarah Zimmer

i really hope qt and maya push the message out on the gala! i feel like i miss so many events qt streams because i don't know they are happening. the trailers/announcements she used to do i think helped a lot. im so excited though and definitely not letting myself miss this one!!!

Anastasia

I use a liner when I've run out of underwear, but actually the best option is to get the underwear made of sports material, handwash it, and it dries quickly hanging (or use a hairdryer). // Agreed that people shouldn't comment on people's medication without knowing anything about it. Glad that QT was brave enough to try new medication even her fear and happy that it seems like it might be working and that you're sharing your experience!! Antidepressants literally saved my life and I regret avoiding trying them for so long - you really never know what will work. // So excited about QT's late night show!!!

J

I suggest trying to get ADA accommodations. The biggest thing it'll help with is getting extra time to hand in assignments. Good luck

J

No to braces. If it really bothers you just do Invisalign

Treyden Talbot

when you give a ted talk at a gala it's called a Keynote Speech

Zay

Good episode. The road rage thing reminds me of the Netflix show called Beef. Its a pretty funny and ironic show that starts out from a very similar road rage incident that involves a lot of honking and pettiness, quite the entertaining watch if I say so myself. The gala sounds cool but another name for ted talks could be an "Educational Performance".

Shelby

Petition to let patrons buy friendship brackets first 🥲 I’m dying for my surprise songs as friendship bracelets. Especially because I lost the Great War and had to buy last minute tickets so I didn’t even get to make or trade for my show 😭

Ethan Fike

no braces not worth

megan

i loved taylor talks 😭

Josh Cronin

Your guys' podcast really helps me with my mental health issues-- Just wanted to say thank you. Feels very validating to hear/see you guys talk about this stuff so openly <3