delays ;---; (Patreon)

hey!

the video is recorded, and over 2/3 edited. i've been editing it for over a week now. i think i must be reaching close to 100 hours spent editing it. yes, really!

hopefully it won't be too much longer. i would've been done or almost done now but i spent 30 hours in the hospital with my mum yesterday. she almost died. additionally, i fainted (twice) in the hospital due to the stress of work and then all of this and i'm dealing with a concussion from bonking my head on the concrete floor, so i myself am in a lot of pain and i'm just a bit out of it tbh.

she's very sick still. she'll be okay and so will i, so don't worry about it. i'm just going to have a lot of irl responsibilities until she has her operation so i hope you can understand that i don't have as much time to focus on work lately.

i can't say when the video will be finished at this point. i am working very very hard on it in every second that i can. easily 200 hours have gone into this video now. it's my biggest project ever and unfortunately i ended up working on it during a very bad time for me irl.

additionally,  i don't know if i can write patreon letters this month. i'm so, so sorry. i just don't have the time. i know i arranged the new printer but my paper for it isn't coming for a couple weeks stil and by then it'll be time for next round. i really really do not have the time atm to write them by hand (and i am in intense pain now in my arms due to my fall; i currently can't lift my right arm above my head).

i'm sorry for being such a huge disappointment and for failing to follow out my plans. i completely understand unsubbing from the patreon. please feel free. i won't hold anything against you.

i'll hopefully be able to get everything set up for next month's letters asap. hopefully everything will calm down by then.

as always, thank you for everything until this point. i'll keep on doing by best ;----; i'm sorry it's not really good enough.