brief update, sorry about all of the delays. (Patreon)
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hey! i just want to say i'm really sorry about the lack of content recently.
producing regular videos has never been more difficult for me, and i'm sorry if i i've let you guys down. it's just no longer possible for me to upload like i used to, and i feel really bad for not updating my patreon to reflect that, but frankly i don't know HOW. i feel awful having supporters pledging for content that just doesn't arrive, so i am beginning to consider shutting it down altogether. i don't know if i feel okay accepting donations when i feel like i can't give back in return, so again i'm sorry if i disappointed you.
i had plans for changes, for updates, for ways to attempt to fix what's wrong; after all, i opened my patreon two years ago when i was a 2000 subscriber channel who could and would upload super regularly, who was motivated to work on fan content, and i'm just not that person anymore.
i really don't know right now what my ultimate decision will be, but i'll keep you guys posted. i don't know if i'm going to put the changes i planned into place or if i'm just going to close my account here.
in other news, i started recording a new video but had to stop because i have a fever and also i popped my shoulder the hell out of its socket and it was causing me really terrible pain. i just feel like every time i try to make content shit like this happens and it's really, really demotivating. i just feel stuck, like i can't get anything done, and i'm sorry.
thank you all for your support, those of you who are new patrons, and those of you who've been around since the beginning. hopefully next time i return i'll have new content for you.