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hey! i just want to say i'm really sorry about the lack of content recently.


producing regular videos has never been more difficult for me, and i'm sorry if i i've let you guys down.  it's just no longer possible for me to upload like i used to, and i feel really bad for not updating my patreon to reflect that, but frankly i don't know HOW. i feel awful having supporters pledging for content that just doesn't arrive, so i am beginning to consider shutting it down altogether. i don't know if i feel okay accepting donations when i feel like i can't give back in return, so again i'm sorry if i disappointed you.


i had plans for changes, for updates, for ways to attempt to fix what's wrong; after all, i opened my patreon two years ago when i was a 2000 subscriber channel who could and would upload super regularly, who was motivated to work on fan content, and i'm just not that person anymore.


i really don't know right now what my ultimate decision will be, but i'll keep you guys posted. i don't know if i'm going to put the changes i planned into place or if i'm just going to close my account here.


in other news, i started recording a new video but had to stop because i have a fever and also i popped my shoulder the hell out of its socket and it was causing me really terrible pain. i just feel like every time i try to make content shit like this happens and it's really, really demotivating. i just feel stuck, like i can't get anything done, and i'm sorry.


thank you all for your support, those of you who are new patrons, and those of you who've been around since the beginning. hopefully next time i return i'll have new content for you.


Comments

BlazingRaven495

I'm glad yo donate relardless. But it's your decision. I'm here to support you through thick and thin. Life gets busy and I understand that and I think your fanbase feels the same. Thanks for updating us.

Anonymous

I've been giving money because I like your content but your life isn't ONLY YouTube, just take your time AND my money

Anonymous

I'm happy to donate, but if that's what you would prefer to do then I won't stop you. Hang in there Shadow, well wishes and many thanks for your wonderful videos.

Anonymous

I mean I don't mind continuing to donate. At least for me its because you've made content I already enjoy, if new content takes a while it's no big deal. Don't stress yourself.

Anonymous

I plan to keep pledging. Please take care of yourself first.

Anonymous

You can upload once a year and I'll keep donating. Cause I think you are worth it. Take care of yourself both physically and mentally. Take break from thinking about videos if you need to.

Anonymous

I could repeat what everyone else is saying but I think it's already clear that none of your patrons are bothered by infrequent uploads. If your pride really won't allow you to keep taking monthly donations as is, you can always set patron to only take donations when you upload content. Try not to feel too bad about it though. Anyone who's spending money on Patron probably wouldn't be spending it anywhere important anyways. Think of this more like a means of redistributing wasted wealth into food and a college fund. It's basically a public service.

fallenshadow

thank you so much, seriously. i have considered making my patreon page charge when i upload content, but unfortunately i think that'd be even worse - imagine a month where i upload two or three or five (haha funny joke ellie) videos! that wouldn't be so epic.

Anonymous

I don't think Patreon automatically charges everytime you post. You have to specify if you want a post to charge or not before you upload it. https://support.patreon.com/hc/en-us/articles/360002137871-As-a-per-creation-creator-how-will-my-patrons-be-billed-

fallenshadow

ohh, that makes sense, yeah! but if that's the case i still don't think that way of billing would work for me, i really wouldn't know when warrants me charging patrons? i think i'll just keep it as is if i decide to continue, thank you however.

Anonymous

Ok, hope you decide to continue

Anonymous

Well regardless of what you do, I'll continue to support you. At the end of the day it's your choice and your happiness you need to consider. :) Have a good one shadow; I hope there is more to come in the future, but never feel obligated. If anyone is dissatisfied with you, then can always stop donating. (but I doubt most people even feel that way)... Take care of yourself girl :)