new video on the way!! really sorry about the delay ;-; (Patreon)

i know it's been a little while since i last uploaded a roleplay, i usually try my best to get the first video of the month out by around the 10th latest, but the dumb comments reading video took nearly 2 full days to make and took a lot out of me whereas that time would've usually have been spent working on an actual upload. 

after that i was pretty drained, i've been ill the past few days on top of that, i'm chronically exhausted and have been struggling to get things done. but i'm currently in the middle of recording the next video, just taking a voice breather and decided to update you guys (sore throat ow)

i'm well aware that a lot of you are really kind people who care about my wellbeing and wouldn't hold this against me, but i always feel really bad when it's been a while since my last upload, even if i know most of you wouldn't want me to make myself ill trying to produce content on schedule. but i'm the type of person who gets really stressed and upset when i feel as if i'm not meeting paid obligations, which is what i see patreon as - i feel as if i have a duty to produce content for those of you who are generous enough to support me, because having people like you guys still really touches me and i feel as if i'm letting you down if i don't upload enough! i'm kind of rambling now and i know it's dumb, i hope you get the message.

tl;dr i'm sick, new video on the way, i know those of you generous enough to support me probably care about my wellbeing but i feel obligated to apologise anyway because that's how it be sometimes.

thank you all for your continued support, i should have something up here tomorrow night early access.