Restarting (Patreon)

My condition is in mess.. I visit a psychotherapist, and I already changed my pills, but I don’t get any progress. So what I feel for now? I work. But I don’t like my arts. I don’t even want to post them, but I have to. I chat with people, but I don’t want to chat often, can’t explain why, mostly I want to be alone. I went through apathy and hatred to myself, and still have problems. I’m very nervous, but nobody sees it, cuz my pills hide it very well.