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I'm leaving. Dear friends, I'm so sorry, I can't do this. Recent days and weeks have been hard, emotionally and mentally taxing. Recent events have lead me to rather not exist than to deal with the ugliness of it all. I've tried to be strong for a long time, but now I'm completely broken. What was something that I loved, has slowly become something I cannot bring myself to even think about. I've been messed around with so much, I've had all I can take. I'm not the person they say I am, I'm not the person I want to be, nor the passionate creator you have always known. Hence why I need to step away from everything. This might be indefinite. I don't know. All I know is I need to find my peace - immediately. You have all been my rock, you've supported me no matter what. I am so grateful to you and owe you my life - you've helped me through some seriously difficult times. Sadly, this is beyond you and even me. Whether I'll be back is subject to my state of mind and desire to create again. It won't be anytime soon though. I'll be putting everything I've made thus far on my website next month. I won't be deleting anything. I wanted to add more, but I'm really sorry I won't be updating this patreon. If on the off chance some of you still want to support, I will leave it open on the lowest pledge. Thank you for all of your support. You mean the world to me and more. It's been a beautiful 2 and a half years. I hope I can come back to you beautiful people and give you the content you deserve in time. I'm just not strong enough to deal with the ugly side of what it is to be Ebonix. All the best, Dani x