Find Your Biggest Self - Chapter 4 (Patreon)

Chapter 4

*BEEP* *BEEP* *BEEP*

The alarm was on. The sun, entering the window, blurring her vision due to its intense brightness.

Lucy was awake. A little tired, she couldn´t get to bed on her regular hours, and now, she lacked some sleep.

“No… it´s morning already?” She complaint as she got up from bed.

She turned off the alarm, and alarm she hated, but the annoyance of the sound got her out of bed faster.

Then, she headed straight to the shower. Scrubbing her naked body. Soaping her smooth skin.

Lucy was hot, thin, but curvaceous. Her most attractive feature, if she could say, would be her legs. Shapely, toned due to the exercise. Although, she´s not focused on developing an athletic physique. Her main goal is to be healthy.

But that´s all it is to her. Health, economical stability, a balanced diet, eight-hour sleep. She wants to do everything right. And now, she´s lacking sleep.

She´s been trying to control everything, since forever. And now, things are not going the way she wanted them to go…

A while later, she was at the office. Almost half-an-hour earlier. That´s right, she likes to be on time. And she often takes “on time” as far too early.

She went straight to the lunch room to get some coffee. She needs it. A cup in the morning just wasn´t enough.

And what makes it worse is that she´s trying to leave caffeine. But it seems she´ll have to postpone that…

As she made her way, she encountered someone. Her boss. Mr. Hazy.

He was her crush. Standing at 6´3”, 31 years of age. A strong built. Blue eyes. Brown hair. She fell for him the second she saw him.

“Good morning, Mr. Hazy” she greeted as she passed her by.

The only thing he did was to nod and smile. He was passing by with another high executive. Probably talking about business. Too busy to focus on her. However, the fact that he saw her, that was enough to melt her heart.

Lucy is a single woman. And Mr. Hazy is also single. Handsome, tall and single. And his body, he certainly goes to the gym. He marks all of the things on her list. A man, a bit older than her, and who´s more successful than she is.

And on top of that, his looks are ten out of ten. He was just perfect. And, it would be nice if he noticed her. But he doesn´t…

But Lucy´s got a plan, one of these days, he´ll notice her. And then, they will share a look, smile at each other. And both will know they are in love.

Then, they will get married… and those are just dreams she´s got. She hasn´t truly done more than to fantasize about it.

Even now, she´s standing in the middle of the hall, with a dumb smile on her face and an empty look in her eyes. Looking at nothing as she tries to picture how their wedding will be.

Then, she blinked a couple times, got back to reality, and headed to the lunch room.

“Mmm, coffee…” she said as she finally had some more caffeine into her system. The last thing she wants is to fall asleep at work.

She didn’t even get the six-hour sleep she needs to be a functional human being.

Lucy sighed after swallowing the coffee. “This will be a long day…” hopefully, she won´t get a headache.

After the coffee, Lucy went straight to her desk and started working. If she wants to get a promotion before the end of the year, she must be productive.

So far, she´s doing good. If there was such a thing as an “employee of the month”, she´d be the one. But there wasn´t such a recognition there. Everyone was supposed to give their everything.

And she always makes sure to do it. So much that, now, she´s got that headache she wanted to avoid.

“Ugh, no… not today…” not any day, she´s so tired, and the headache doesn´t help at all. Lucky for her, she didn´t catch a cold for running under the rain. There was a cool breeze, she could´ve gotten sick.

And then, as she felt bad, she remembered Mona and her sweet talking. Wouldn´t it be lovely if she came to her rescue like she did before and bring her a pill.

Or, how about the big amazon of a woman carries her, and puts her down in bed. Her head resting on the softest pillow there is, covered by a warm blanket.

“No! Lucy, don´t become codependent on a woman you just met…” which reminds her, maybe she should do some research on her. Was it safe to go back to that place?

As soon as her first break arrived, she went straight for a pill. She could feel her brain pulsating.

And, on her way there, she encountered someone else. Not her hunky boss, but another man.

“Lucy! What´s up?” Came a friendly voice. Jarred´s voice.

“Oh, hey… how´s it going?” She was on her way to get a pill for her headache, she didn´t mean to be rude, but she doesn´t quite want any distractions right now. However, she doesn´t know how to say it, so she stood there, and remained polite.

“Everything´s cool. How about you?” He asked.

Jarred was a kind man. Relaxed, friendly. But he wasn´t quite Lucy´s type. Jarred wasn´t very… tall. He stood at 5´9”, which, with her two-inch heels she´s wearing right now, he´s barely an inch taller.

And, on top of that, he wore glasses. Which don´t quite give him a hot look. In fact, he looks kind of… nerdy? The kind of guy you´d leave in the friend-zone.

She never really takes time to chat with him, mostly because her mind´s set on the boss. What if he spots her with Jarred and assumes they are sort of dating? That would be a wrong impression. Right? Or was she overthinking that too?

Even if Lucy doesn´t feel the same way. Jarred does find her pretty.

“Well, I have a little bit of a headache…” she said, trying to walk away.

“Oh, well that´s awful. I hope it´s not too bad.” He said.

“Oh no, it´s not that bad. But… it´s a little annoying, you know…” wasn´t he going to let her go?

“I see. Do you need a pill or something?” he asked.

“Yeah, I´m actually on my way to get one.” She replied.

“Too bad I don´t carry any of those… else, I… I´d give one to you. Heh.” His small attempts to show her he cares. Kind, but not quite as lovely as he´d like.

“Yeah…” she said.

The conversation stopped for a moment. None of them said a thing, only looked at each other, and things got awkward for a second.

“Well… I won´t take any more of your time.” He said, meaning he won´t interfere between her and the pill for her headache. “See you later…” he said.

“Bye.” She waved and then turned and walked away.

She knows he stops by and greets her because he likes her. Too bad he´s not her type. Not the man she´s looking for…

The day at the office was not the best. But then, it was time to head back home. Or… was it?

“I think I have a… date.” A dinner date, at Mona´s place. And, for as tired as she was, she had to go. She promised, and she can´t break a promise.

She was at Mona´s place in less than she thought. It´s faster when you´re in a car and not running beneath the rain.

Lucy knocked at her door. Hopefully, today´s meal won´t be as big as yesterday´s. She can still taste it, and that´s weird.

It got her thinking. Mona´s food was tasty. But, was it healthy? It had a lot of flavor, and everything was organic, grown by her at her farm. But still, isn´t farm food… fattening?

She had a salad for lunch. But she´s certain that the meal she had was enough for a whole day. How long before she starts gaining weight?

“I think I´ve lost a few pounds recently. Maybe… it wouldn´t be so bad to gain them back…” she thought, convincing herself that adding a few pounds to her frame wasn´t that bad. But she was worried, what if she goes beyond that?

She´ll worry about it later.

“Lucy! Dear! Come in, please.” Said the friendly giantess.

And wow, Lucy had forgotten how tall she was. And how big. Her thick figure, her arms… she was just… voluptuous. Mona´s boobs bounced as she moved. But Lucy didn´t want to stare.

Mona was stacked, curvaceous, last thing she wants is to be caught staring at her. But she wasn’t staring, she was just… noting how big she was. Perhaps, three times the woman Lucy is. In terms of mass, of course…

“I hope you´re hungry!” Mona said as she walked Lucy to the table.

Once again, there was plenty of food. A big plate on her side and another big plate on Mona´s side. Only that, this time, the food wasn´t served. It was all in different plates over the table.

A big plate with a couple steaks, another one with freshly-baked bread. A huge bowl with salad. And baked potatoes. Certainly, a feast! But, just for the two of them? Mona can certainly eat, she´s a big woman, but just how much can Lucy eat? She´s not even hungry.

A bowl of yogurt, or cereal would be more than enough to fill her up.

“I made plenty, you can eat as much as you want, dear.” Mona said, smiling. Inviting her to grab as much food as she likes. But, just how much is enough?

“Oh no, dear, that´s too little!” Mona said as she looked at Lucy´s plate.

“I think it´s enough, I´m not that hungry…” Lucy said.

“Not that hungry?” Mona looked at Lucy´s plate. She only grabbed salad and the smallest steak there was. Not even a piece of bread. And she left the potatoes aside. “How much did you have for lunch?” Mona asked, looming above her and crossing her arms under her massive chest.

“I… I had a salad.” Lucy replied.

“And?” Mona asked.

“And… that´s it.” It was a big bowl of salad, but all Mona will hear was salad.

“That´s it! Honey, salad´s a side, not the main dish! Oh, no wonder why you´re so skinny. Hold your plate, let me serve you properly.” And so, Mona took care of her dish.

Another steak, three pieces of bread, and the largest baked potato. Lucy´s eyes widened, was she actually supposed to eat all that? The plate was so heavy!

“That´s it. And don´t worry about counting calories, you´ve got protein, carbs, and healthy fats. Now, you´ll sit there and eat all that, ok?”

“I…” it was too much, what if she doesn´t finish the whole thing? Will that make Mona mad?

“Honey, how will you make a change if you´re malnourished? Trust me, all this food´s good for you. Now sit down and make sure to clean your plate. If you do, I´ll treat you with some dessert…” by the time she´s done, she won´t be asking for dessert.

Probably, she´ll have to join the gym. If she keeps eating like this every day, she´ll blow up!

Mona´s not planning on fattening her up. Lucy could see how she serves her own plate. Twice as much steak, twice as much baked potatoes. A huge serving of salad, and she just pulled the bread towards her side of the table.

But that´s not much food for her. She´s a giantess! She can eat all that, and by working at the farm, she must really burn out all those calories. But what about Lucy? She works at an office, she can´t afford to overeat. She spends a third of the day sitting.

“Trust me, honey, all this food is good for you.” Better than she thinks.

Mona knows what the food will do to her. Soon, Lucy will notice. And then, she´ll explain.