Please read - me sick :( (Patreon)

Hello my Pyons ! So I would like to take a minute to talk with you about where I am in life, my projects etc First of all, I am quite sick at the moment, can't get out of bed at all and I have fever. I have friends to take of me so don't worry too much. That's why I am writing this message in bed right now :( It's allergy season + I got a nasty cold and fever, all of them combined makes me completely out of function. I am really stressed cause I haven't been able to work much on Ivy these 2 past weeks, also couldn't stream much because of irl stuff I had to take care of. Stuff that aren't even fixed as I type this but right now I am trying to focus on fixing health first. I think I won't be able to finish Ivy on time for this month to shoot cause I have to go to mcm next week. The convention is at the moment when I shoot each month so I needed to shoot it even earlier so I could go there. I have no idea if I'll even be able to finish on time for the convention. I feel so defeated right now :( I have a very cute cosplay in stock at home that I haven't been able to shoot yet, I am thinking of shoot it this week to make sure I have cute and sexy content in case I can't finish ivy on time. Here's pic of the cosplay : https://ae01.alicdn.com/kf/HTB1Zef8RFXXXXbAXVXXq6xXFXXXW/ROLECOS-New-Arrival-Game-Fate-Grand-Order-Cosplay-Costume-Tohsaka-Rin-Valentines-Street-Choco-Maid-Dresses.jpg_640x640.jpg I really love Rin and this outfit is so cute, I would have shoot this anyway, it's just that I will shoot it earlier to make sure I have content for you that you would enjoy ^-^ Let me know what you think, I think no matter my health and irl issues, I can always do my best for you so please don't worry too much. No matter what happens to me I'll always be delivering all I can to you ❤️ I wanted to shoot this today so I can already show you previews, but I'm still in bed right now :( I am taking as much painkillers as possible haha so hopefully I can shoot later tonight if I feel a bit better. Please send me good vibes 😭 All I dream about these days is to be able to go back to work on Ivy cosplay again and produce content for you >< Love, Yuzu