Regaring recent posting (Patreon)

I didn't think I would need to make this kinda post again but it seems i do.
Today i found that the recent Vanilla and cream pic was posted on a site ahead of the normal week i give a pic before posting it publicly, i just want to say first that this is upsetting to say the least, i would at least get it if i withheld full pics behind a paywall but i don't, i post all i make for everyone to see, just people who want to pay get to see things earlier. It's why I'm not really mad about it and just disappointed that someone couldn't hold their tongue and wait a week before posting it. If you want to post or share the work I make , go ahead BUT i please ask that you wait a week, if not… well idk what ill do but i very well might have to implement more changes, but i dont want it to come to that,
Believe me i want people to see what i do and i'd love to share everything as i make it, but i cant as part of the reason of this patreon is to see work early, and by posting before a pic is public you take that away.

I try my best to be as transparent as i can with you all i want you to know what im thinking and so on, i am so thankful for your support and want to give back in any way i can, its why im planing this big anniversary event i want to put on something fun for all those who support me, but when i see stuff like this it just makes me feel sad that ive somewhat failed, that someone feels the need to go behind my back and share the work.

So i just want to say to the person who posted it to think how doing something small like that might affect what i'm doing, sorry to everyone for a bit of a downer post but i felt i should say something i want to deliver the best i can for you all