A short forced creative break and a little about “behind the scenes”. (I'm back at work now!) (Patreon)

Hi guys! Sorry for being gone for a few weeks! Now I’ll tell you about it! When I returned to work again in the summer, I was working on new projects and also finishing everything that was previously paid for, I had to do a colossal amount of work and I was very glad that many of my past Patrons remained with me and new ones were also created! However, closer to December, I began to receive a huge number of personal messages, on various topics... from discussing current projects to just talking about everything. And I began to feel that this was reflected in the quality of my work, and more about this:
Few of you know that I do all the work alone and it looks quite fragmentary for you (some are simply interested in the video, while others are interested in drawings or thematic photos from my correspondence). However, I want to describe what the project actually is - Siberia Fetish.

I communicate with quite a large number of girls and try to shoot videos for you, this is a very labor-intensive process, since I am not interested in the services of “fetish models”. That’s why I have to talk for a long time about my hobby and why I want to capture it on video, and people don’t agree to it very often. Then I just have to meet somewhere on a neutral basis and only then does it come to filming (but even after filming, sometimes it happens that the girl refuses to publish this video and everything I did for this video was in vain in the end). I ALWAYS try to «encourage» the girls who agreed to do this for me and you. This will be followed by the process of video editing (those who have worked with this understand that it takes the whole evening), and only then publication on all platforms.
As for drawings, this part of my creative activity takes up the bulk of my free time; discussing the project itself can take several hours, then completing a standard drawing with one character takes 2 days at best. You can calculate how much is spent on more complex work where there are 2-3 characters + a standard environment. Also, during the work, sometimes there is a need to make edits, which also affects the time it takes to complete such work.
I receive photographs during correspondence with potential girls who could appear on video, but for some reason this did not work out, so I try to publish at least this minimum in the form of graphic material from such a conversation.
And all of the above sometimes leads to a paradoxical situation, I respond to dozens of messages a day, try to have time to complete the current illustrations and at the same time contact those with whom I would like to make new videos, and sometimes all this overlaps in huge quantities on each other and is already difficult for me with due attention to all the details of my activity and I understand that I myself do not like what I shoot or draw because of the overabundance of events and the pressure associated with it.

That’s what happened this time...I just completely decided to leave the information field for a while. To again feel that necessary vacuum associated with my favorite thing. And I worked on current projects at a leisurely pace, so that the feeling of oversaturation would not come again.
A couple of funny moments from my creative break:
One day a girl wrote to me and asked if I really make tickling videos and pay for it? I answered yes and also found out from her that one of the girls who had previously filmed for us told her about this. We had a nice chat and agreed to meet and shoot. She said that she works as a webcam model and that such a role does not cause discomfort for her and she would be interested in appearing in my video. And when it all came to the shooting process, a very strange event happened... when I started to tickle her, I felt that something was wrong here... I don’t know how to explain it to you... it’s just that her laughter and reaction were somehow faked ...then I stopped everything and asked her directly - “Hey, you're not ticklish, are you?” to which she replied, “Yes, of course! But what’s the difference? I’m just supposed to laugh in the video from your tickling, shouldn’t I?” Hmmm...then I had a very difficult conversation with her, where I explained that such videos are not what I need and not what my Patrons expect from me. She was very surprised and, it seems to me, offended. I don’t know if I did the right thing by not filming this video. After all, many studios shoot exactly this kind of content, and it seems to me that everyone likes this kind of picture. But I felt somehow uneasy.

And the second case no longer applies to our favorite topics. But still, I think maybe someone will be curious to know about this piece from my life:
Closer to Christmas and New Year's holidays, I like to make decorations with my own hands. And this time one of the decoration elements was to be a fairly large natural spruce branch. I love country walks and decided to independently find what I needed in the nearest forest from my city (I sometimes like to get out of the city, so such small hikes are commonplace for me)
However, this month in Siberia, where I live, there were frosts from -30 to -50 degrees Celsius. I think my patrons from Canada or Alaska know what it is.
This didn’t scare me, I put on what seemed to me to be very warm and went to look for this damn stick... At first everything was very nice and great. Bright sun, frost, wonderful forest. But I made a huge mistake... I didn’t remove the rings from my hands and the metal jewelry from my ears... and at some point I began to realize that I simply couldn’t feel these parts of my body... in general, I got frostbite and for days spent in the hospital...
Fortunately, it was not as terrible as it could have been and now there are no traces left after it. This is such a stupid story. But everything could have been even worse if I spent an extra hour in such cold weather. Therefore, be careful and dress warmly if you find yourself in Siberia!

Now I have rebooted and am back to work. I am also simultaneously improving my qualifications and taking courses related to art school. I hope in the future I can draw even better for you!

Thanks for reading this!
With love your Siberia Fetish ❤️