Thank you (Patreon)

I just want to give a clear thank you to everyone that's here, supporting me.

It hits randomly how bad these last few years have left me and right now is one of those times where it hits. With everything that happened over the course of the last two years, I've never really hung my head down and given up, but sometimes, just... I remember how good I used to have it.

I used to post 2 times a day without fail, knocked out multiple commissions a week with no worry, and worked with new and returning clients almost nonstop. But here I am now, having days where I just do not feel like I can do anything, I haven't posted publicly in a month and a half, and while I will keep trying to dig my way out, I can't see a "better" to the hole I've been put in with how far behind I am.

This will likely sound bad, but I don't even remember how much I owe my clients anymore. I know everyone in the higher tiers is owed around 20k words or so, maybe a little less. But I've been so lost in trying to catch up that I don't even remember what the total was. If you're one of the higher tier patrons, you could probably lie to me and I wouldn't notice right now.

This is absolutely the lowest/worst point I've hit when it comes to my writing career, and I'm not giving up. Not in the slightest. I feel a resurgence and capability of catching up and maybe reaching a new peak. But, I still want to say thank you to everyone that's here, supporting me at my actual worst. It means the world to me.

So, from the bottom of my heart: Thank you for sticking with me.