Finding Your Truth (Chapter 31) (Patreon)

Chapter 31 = Love will Grow: We finished up our meal, which didn’t take too much longer. We had all been starving from being out and about all day. When we were finally done with the meal Lauren and I helped Alice clean up the table and the few dishes we had used. I chuckled a little when I remembered that this was actually Lauren’s house, but at the moment it felt much more like we were the funny little trio that had somehow become a little suburban household rather than two friends just sleeping over at Lauren’s house for the night. I suddenly wondered if we would start doing this more often. There was a decent part of the semester left after all. Would this become a regular thing?

“Okay ladies!” Alice suddenly said, breaking me out of my thoughts. “Dishes are done, table is clean... what now? You two wanna watch a movie?” Lauren and I immediately looked at each other and smiled.

“Yes!” Lauren took me by the hand and the two of us hurried towards a large cabinet that was filled to the brim with DVD’s and Blueray’s. We started scoping through every one to see what we wanted to watch. I could immediately tell that Lauren’s “little” status had absolutely had a part to play in all the movies she had in her cabinet. The case was filled with Disney movies, Powerpuff Girls, Steven Universe, Sailor Moon, and plenty more just like it. I had to admit, I was thrilled to watch some of them. Some of them were movies or shows like Sailor Moon that I had always pretended to not enjoy or be interested in to keep up my façade as a “manly guy”.

After some debate, Lauren and I had decided on watching Beauty and the Beast even though we’d both seen it countless times. We both flopped down onto the couch as the movie booted up.

“It’s starting!” Lauren called out around her paci, which she’d stuck back into her mouth to suck on.

“Coming!” Alice called from the kitchen.

Lauren turned back and smiled at me. She took out her pacifier before speaking. “I’m glad we’re doing this. I forgot how much fun it was to be silly and little.” She paused for a second and looked down at her hands. “T-thank you Michael... uh sorry... I mean Lexi.” I smiled back at her, giving her a confused expression.

“Thank you? What for?” Lauren looked suddenly shy. She was blushing slightly but she pushed herself to say what she wanted to.

“For letting me be myself.” The words looked a little difficult for the girl to say. I could see that her eyes were even getting slightly watery as she spoke. “I had denied this side of myself for so long. I had always tried to act very mature and very proper and my parents often made me feel like I needed to be perfect. A lot of kids at school would always make fun of me for being silly or too girly. I always felt like it was a bad thing to be... cute. Then, when that awful lady I babysat for did... well, what she did, it pushed me over the edge a little to try to give up this side of me.” Lauren looked back up at me and her eyes were twinkling. “But you showed me that it was okay to give into it a little bit sometimes and to find people that I can be myself around... so... thanks girl.” She leaned into me and gave me a tight squeezing hug and I could feel a few silent tears run off her cheeks and onto my arms.

“Hey... hey sweetie. It’s okay, don’t cry.” The girl wiped her face and looked up at me, clearing her eyes of fresh tears. “Don’t forget hon, you’re letting me be myself too. Don’t forget, under this makeup, dress, and fake boobs... I’m just a weird crossdresser.” The harshness of my last words even took me a little bit by surprise. I guess I wasn’t as over feeling down about myself as I thought I was. I looked away from Lauren for a moment to try to hold back my own set of emotions that were starting to bubble up. Before I could fully turn away though Lauren took my face in both her hands and pulled me in to give me a deep and passionate kiss on the lips. We held each other close and made out even more. Part of me wanted the kiss to last forever. Too soon, Lauren pulled away shyly and cowered away on the couch, giggling to herself.

“Don’t say that.” She spoke softly, but in strong firm voice. “You are whatever you want to be. You’re an adorable little girl. MY adorable little girl. That doesn’t come from the clothes, or the makeup, or even the boobs. If you wanna be my girly girl then you do it. If some days you feel like a boy then be a boy. But if the very next day you feel like a tiny adorable babygirl slash kitten who needs to wear her diapies all day, then you do it. I’ll be here for you either way.”

Until I felt more tears landing on me, I hadn’t even realized that I’d been crying. Lauren was amazing. We moved in close again and began to make out. It was a wonderful experience. Lauren gripped me tight by the waist and held me close as she started to claw her fingers lightly down my back. I reached up and started to caress her beautiful breasts, forcing the girl to let out a moan between our kisses. We kept trying to outdo the other as we moved our fingers to more and more intimate places. I would place my hand on her crinkly butt through her dress, and with a smirk she placed her hand on the front of my crotch through my dress. If we went for another 30 seconds we might have jumped each other’s bones. But then...

“Hey, girls what do you think you’re doing?” Lauren and I both jumped as we suddenly noticed Alice standing over us and smirking.

“Oh, hehehe... heyyyyyyy!” Lauren said as we both giggled.

“We’ll get to that later maybe.” Alice said chuckling. “For now, I made popcorn.” She plopped down a giant bowl filled with popcorn next to us and handed us both princess sippy cups. “And I bought those at the store.”

I could feel myself still blushing but I’d be lying if I said I didn’t love the sippy cup. I took a sip and was shocked by the taste of wine. I looked at Alice quizzically. She simply smiled and shrugged.

“My babygirls don’t have to be little in every aspect.” Her smile grew. “Besides, both of you light weights are both already wearing a bathroom”

The three of us shared another laugh before snuggling up and starting the movie.
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This story was written by Zander Chesney

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