weekly talk 133 (Patreon)

Here we are here we go

Workflow:
Meh.
Not a lot to say. i know, art block, you shouldn't be too hard on you, but meh. I feel like shit, and somehow it pushed me in the back to draw a bit this week end... and... it was nice.
Like 3 h of sketching, making shits, redrawings part, for hours, and in the end.. it was "ok" result, but 3 hours had passed like nothing, i was in. Was cool.
And somehow that's the thing i miss the most right now, that feeling of just being in. Even if you cringe, even if you're pissed with yourself, as you miss something or you make some shits, as long as you have your fun and get sucked in, you're in the zone, and it feel well.
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Anyway want to finisn this goblin toy comm And continue the patreon reward this week! And we're gonna do that!

The paid with sex:

Had one strange/weird anecdote. I post on several site, one of them is Fetlife, posting some bdsm stuff there. Anyway, last year a camgirl model, the hardcore anal weird stuff, type, came to me asking me to draw her, and she would pay with "exposure". Back then told her no.
Last week i go there to chek messages, and see i got several fav on one or two draw and a mail from her again. Once again she want me to draw her, this time, look, she faved one of my things, and got a lot of favs (like.. 30.. yay? )so it's proof it work. And if i really want, she can pay me by offering me a free month of her manyvids.
That i was like "girl if you want to make me go over a 30$ paywal, why not just lend me 30$?"
Her answer is that she's in a BIG BDSM relationship, and she don't own the right to manage her own money, so she can't even join my patreon or anything, her daddy won't allow it.
Well.. i dunno if it's BS... i dunno how i should feel about it tbh, just kept this thing in my mind for the last two days
And tbh, it's not the worst deal someone proposed me for one of my drawing XD
Anyway said no, flattered, c ya, once again.
Who know? She might come again next year? X)

That's about it, short and efficient, it's not my second name, cause i'm big and tall and clumsy. But well, you can't be talented in everything right?

thanks for reading this far

and c you soon!