Words of Encouragement? (Patreon)

Today was a hard day... Today my abuser got away with almost killing me with a metal baton. Conditional sentencing it’s called. He won’t see inside of jail. To make matters worse, I was upset about it and sent my daughter to her God parents so that she didn’t see me upset, they text me 4 hours later that he has called and spoken to my daughter. She is now upset with me because he promised her ice cream and that she could see him. Obviously that is wildly inappropriate... so when I explained in an age appropriate way (she is 3) why this can’t happen, she got very upset and started bawling asking why. God damn it 🙁 Why today of all days. Why is this happening. Why did he do that. To make matters worse, the girl who has been obsessed with having my daughter taken away from me, sent me photos today of her having a conversation with the best friend of my kids dad. This girl knows my address and lives two blocks away. So crazy baby daddy. Now has access to my child and a reason to be angry. Just some words of encouragement would be everything.