Hi, everybody. (Patreon)

I wanted to clarify my situation for you. i know i don't have to, but i think you have the right to know what's going on. i have a very difficult relationship with my parents. they are extremely aggressive obusers. especially my father. 2 years ago I moved to live with Vlad and lived with him quite happily, but my parents constantly pressured me. by manipulation, 3 months ago, they forced me to leave Ukraine and return to them "to visit". Now they forbid me to drink pills (antidepressants), keep me at home, humiliate me, yell at me and try in every way to change me to be like them. I have to leave in about a month..... if they don't give me another scandal and beat me up or something worse. if I can't get a good deal with them, I'll have to run away. but that's no guarantee that I'll be safe. my father says this: if you don't obey, I'll find you anywhere and force you.

I can't work right now, although I'm really trying hard every day. I'm sorry about that... I know that the most important thing for you is that the game progresses. but I ask you to understand what is going on in my life at the moment. my doctor tells me that I need to take pills urgently. but my doctor is in ukraine and he can't give me a prescription for them. and my parents think that I'm not sick, that I made it all up and that all my symptoms are just my acting....

I have no money. my accounts in this country where I am now are blocked, so I live at my parents' expense. my bank card from this country and my passports are with them too. I can't buy anything for myself, I don't have money for a ticket, I don't have money to travel back to Vlad.... I don't really know what to do. I am so tired of living that I feel very weak physically. I can only lie in bed. I can't walk, I can't eat, I can't socialize. I am just tired and I want to go home to Ukraine, to Vlad....

You all have become one big family for me. I communicate with many of you often. I know your nicknames and I am happy with every newcomer. I don't forget about you all for a second. 

Thank you for listening. Your Bisa.