To Do Better (Patreon)

Good afternoon my dears! I hope your day has been going alright! Decided to work on some art and let a bit outside of myself this past hour. It was inspired by Pogo's " Undone " which can be found here https://soundcloud.com/pogomix/undone

Recently I had been approached by an individual who considered themselves a friend, and had colorful words for myself. Things of anger and bitterness. Belittling myself for my time of reclusion. It was a shame. A great shame that someone I held confidence of in their spirit, compassion, and resolve, could relinquish such things so readily and easily. 

Now and again I'll sit with souls who feel this urge within themselves. This pulling need that drags at themselves to excercise upon this world. They are passionate, and that fire is a beautiful thing. It is also dangerous if not held with a proper hand. Beware impatience, and beware the toxic draw of placing the world upon another. No one soul deserves those terrible feelings. 

I've needed my time to grieve through the loss of my significant other. Which may as well illuminate why I have been so desiring to make these worlds all the more available. But I have taken all those feelings inside myself. All good and bad things. All brave and cowardly notions..and lain them out with a whisper " I will be better than you thought I was. But on my terms, and my own time. " 

Don't let people rush you. Don't let people anger you and tear your world apart. Don't let doubt and misery lock you up completley. You won't always come across someone who plays by the rules. So play by your own rules too, but beware if it begins to mirror the other. 

I'm grateful to you dears by the way. For being supportive as you have been. For being that light which gives me another reason for another day.