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Good afternoon my dears! I hope your weekends were well! It's been nice and rainy here today. My mind feels a bit of a loose string at the moment. It's been a bit difficult to cope and maintain a smile through these times but we are strong creatures. Our reservations and resiliance to impulse are part of our defining qualities being human. That and of course, there is you. I would like to say that this place has been a safe space for my heart and mind.

 There are many days where I feel the urgent sense to run away. To vanish on the horizons and speak nary a word to any soul again. There is a great fear in myself. Something that cries out desperatley to feel it is worthy enough being called a child of this world. I suppose it's why in my line of work dealing with so many people. I often seen the apathetic distancing from others around me in an ocean. The soft whispers buzz in the back of my skull as I stand among all these people, and it tells me " I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. " my heart can hurt with every individual who refuses to even acknowledge I am speaking to them. 

And in that fear and sadness there is a great anger, as the three are often inseperatable, easily gathered. Words escape my lips. My eyes focus into another's, and all I can breathe out are the words " Hey, I hope you stay safe out there. Take it easy. " Inside ourselves are the makings of heroes and monsters waiting to be born. There can be no battle for control, only an understanding that regardless of how we may feel, we can choose what we shall demonstrate to this world and one another. The greatest transmutation we shall ever create is hate and fear into joy and love. 

I have to head out very shortly for work, and I have some sketches to share with you all soon.  Until then, I want you all to bundle up now if it's starting to get cold. Enjoy it, but also maybe enjoy a nice blanked and book too. We all could use a safe space right about now 'eh?