Something must change from me (Patreon)
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I can't let myself to keep doing this anymore, these constant hiatus and not letting you know about about not posting for time to time and I'm feeling really shitty.
It's all my fault and not gonna blame things like depression nor life issues. It's circle where I just wanna take some days off and then it extends more and more than it should be becoming a pocratination issue and then I feel terrible about that and because of that guilty feeling I let something else distract me and then pospose my comeback to the next day.
However when the next day comes that guilty feeling grows and so does the procrastiantion and at the end of the end I'm just letting you people down. It's a toxic circle that I've been doing for years and something must change and TBH I'm sure what to do but I must figure something out.
In the meantime as other times I'll be working on compensating you and patrons from other months giving free skecthes and working on pending pictures.
I'm very sorry people about all this.