Back to working: on videos & ourselves (Patreon)

Hello everyone! How's your day going? 

It's been a long week for me, I had a lot of mental burden that Blaire helped relieve and we're back to business. We're both back to working on filming videos, taking care of DMs, and ourselves.

A policy I'm trying to hold true to my heart is "yo everything is chill as long as content comes out day of". 

I'm done trying to rampantly trying to film content and forcing myself to film when I'm not ready. I kept stacking my work back to back to back, and even knowing this for a while now I kept people pleasing and burning myself out. Blaire read me a comment from a Patron that said it's OK for me to rest and I know it's been said many times--but it really helped this time, more than usual.

Even last week I tried too many times to push myself but Blaire helped me set my priorities straight: on myself! I tend to go back and forth, but setting myself as priority has always been hard but I've been doing it. Ever since I made the scariest decision for me, to start focusing on music, it's been getting easier to catch my bad habits. So I've been filming whenever I feel like it and just making the release be "day of" my priority.

A lot of that comes from structure and focus. So I've been working hard on that.

I've been back with my personal trainer for a week now and he's been putting my body through the wringer, but the focus and exercise has done wonders for my discipline and mental health.

On Blaire's end, it's been a tough few days for her physically so we'll be taking her in for a health check up today.

We have been filming a few days ahead together so Blaire can compound some rest while I continue filming/work. I'll be taking a break for a few hours to take care of Blaire, and then I'm starting on filming my solo content for the week.

After our break we'll drop today's binge content early first at noon (12p PST) for JUJUTSU KAISEN.

Current projected release times for BG variety content is 6PM PST and BG listening parties is 7PM PST (:

I'm going to try my best to always keep my release times like this, purely so that I can be/stay mindful and check back in with you guys multiple times a day.

Have an awesome, beautiful, and wonderful day. Remember to breathe, take it slow, and be present. It feels like my thoughts are always trying to stress me out, but I am making the conscious choice every moment to be present. And don't forget to exercise. Remember, whether it's 5min of stretching, going for a lap--get your body moving. You'll thank yourself!

I hope you guys enjoy today's reactions, lot of fun stuff coming (:

(Just been thinking about Jujutsu Kaisen and how I will emotionally deal with future episodes D:)

-Jaehyuk PD