Lets lay down an update <3 (Patreon)

Hello everyone, I hope you're all well, and safe, as always. There's some personal stuff on my end that's effecting the output of videos and streams, and I want to keep you all in the loop as to what's going on, as that's the least I can do atm.

I'm currently going through some stuff, having what's called an autistic burnout, which is code for I'm really sleepy I guess? And even before my computer bit the dust, I'd been in burnout for a while, with the depression and anxiety becoming overwhelming at points, something I imagine at least someone could notice, if you didn't notice cool :3. You didn't hear it from me I'm normal :'3.

Aside from my stuff, we also have some family worries, my nana's dementia is at the breaking point, and my grandfather was diagnosed with bone cancer, so things are, uncomfortable at best, dementia is really scary also, and I'm terrified for the day where it takes my mother, and eventually myself, knowing that, that's how things are going to go is scary, just straight up.

When my new ethernet cable arrives around the weekend I'm going to attempt streaming again, though it could take me a few months to get a new pc that I can edit on, this laptop can't handle the raw footage to edit which is infuriating. Initially I was going to look into working on a new pc this month but there's school taxes at the end of the month, we need to get fuel oil before it gets too cold, and then land taxes are at the end of the year I believe, or early January, and I have to take care of that stuff.

Now I'm not going anywhere, again I'll be trying to stream again, but it'll be a while before the next video, and spooky fingerpuppet ghost month will have to be delayed, not canceled though, because every month is fingerpuppet spooky, if you believe <3

ALSO, there's an issue with merch not going out to certain patreons and I both have zero control over it and feel like shit, so I hope that's fixed :'3.

To wrap the rambles up, I wanted to be open with you all and not leave you in the dark as to what's going on. It's going to be a slow couple of months, the timing is fucking stupid, and I'm just so sorry. Without your support I wouldn't be able to do this, I love every one of you for getting, something out of my obscure videos, it's one of the few things in life I accomplished, to make just one person happy, even by accident, makes this all worth it.

Thank you for your understanding, I hope to return to videos with a fresh mindset, as opposed to the burnt mindset which isn't great, and I hope you all enjoy the next video, or stream. Again, I'm so sorry.


Signed, your recently(a year ago) autistic diagnosed person, Yuriofwind <3 NEUROTIC THOUGHTS, ASSEMBLE, form of, shame :3 *hug* stay safe <3