Update on my meltdown (Patreon)

i had some really bad panic attacks today. if you read my previous post, you can see how sad i was and how helpless i felt. I still don't feel amazing about what happens to other gay people in this world, and it will always be a grim reminder of how fortunate I am to have been adopted to America. those are my brothers, ya know? the other gays out there in a world where many don't accept them... anyways, i listened to Enya music, lit a candle, and thought of how much i love orlin. I'll do my best to stay strong. 

PS - i blocked a girl who commented under the post that I was attacking her faith and said the reason gays are thrown off buildings is because, quote... "the countries are 3rd world so it's not their fault, and America has problems too" oh....ok... i lived in Colombia, a 3rd world country and they have legalized Gay Marriage, quite the opposite of what happens to gay people in Iran... both are 3 world countries so that was a weird response... i posted something so sensitive and personal about gay people and how they are mistreated in some middle eastern countries, and this "FAN" thought it was cute to let me know she felt attacked by that.... what??? is SHE the one executing homosexuals??? why bother saying anything in defense of that? what kind of supporter is this????  like i never said you can't be muslim?? i said i'm uncomfortable seeing muslim governments use their faith as justification for murdering their LGBT in 2020. and that's my stance for ANY religion that uses their beliefs to harm innocent lives. it's wrong! what was so hard about just denouncing it and comforting my tears and anxieties????  anyways, she's blocked. not cool.