*please read* really important update for you guys :( (Patreon)
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So many of you heard on YouNow.... one of you guys leaked my video from last week by uploading it to YouTube....
Honestly.... I've been emotionally sickened by this... and very unsure of what to do... It's also bringing lots of questions into my life such as
"Who did this?" "why?"
"do I have stalkers pledging me here?....I have many internet stalkers, and even other youtubers who are obsessed with me.... did they come over here too?"
"Why do many of my 'Patrons' have fake names?" "I can't tell who is a real identity and who is not a real identity."
"Is my charge too low, to the point where just anybody will pledge?"
"But if this is one of my crazy stalkers, raising my entry fee probably won't effect them."
"Most YouTuber's start their pledges at like $5 or even $10." "Is that for good reason? Would a hater actually pay up to $10 a month to learn more about somebody? Maybe Yes, Maybe No"
"I don't want to raise my entry fee because I wanted this to be affordable for everybody... but maybe that defeats the purpose of "special content"... it's not special if everybody can have it."
"How do I find out who did this?"
"Should I worry for my safety?"
"Should I still do my house tour and my neighborhood tour?.... after all.... I live in the top 15 most dangerous countries in the world.....I don't need somebody seeing the layout of my home....my family"
"what do I do now?"
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My mind is just .... ugh.... I'm mind-fucked. Please, please, PLEASE do not download my Patreon videos. Please do not upload them to other places. That defeats the purpose of me having this special platform. I now feel a little insecure and worried about posting more personal things here.
I will be uploading the video to my own YouTube channel today to get ahead of the snowball effect that will come from this. It's not something I wanted to do, but I think it's the best decision. YouTube will not take serious reports about a video that doesn't at least have a thousands views.... and I really don't want to wait that long.