Like You Ep.04 Pt.8 (Patreon)

I was dumb enough to let Ant sucker me into watching The Umbrella Academy with him yesterday while I “tried” to work and nothing got done, THEN I figured I’d just use today to catch up, two days in one,right?

then my sister calls to tell me my grandma was admitted to the hospital last night and I kinda just. Shut down for most of the morning. Grandma is “okay” but she’s in a lot of pain and my aunt tells me it’s not something that can be treated without invasive surgery but, in her words, my grandma is “too old and too fragile” for something like that which scares the shit out if me because the last time my grandpa went to that hospital, he didn’t come home so. 

Patreon might seem like a weird place to unload my troubles, but I always try to be open with you guys about where my head is at on any given day so that you can understand why there’s a lull in productivity or if I seem more distracted or quiet. This is one of those things. I’m trying to work despite this to keep my mind/hands busy, but my heart is heavy today. My grandma is like a mother to me, it’s complicated, but I owe her for who I am today. And I know she’s just getting old and Everyone tells me to prepare myself but I can’t. i hate that she’s in pain. I’m sorry if I’m unloading too much on you guys, but. Well. Life affects work and I am a real life person so here’s some overdue episode art and a blurb about why I’m kinda (waves hands) right now.