Filler(?) + Why I’m behind~ (Patreon)

Well, technically this is a part of that request post I made for some Lucky sketches, but I still need to use it for filler because there’s no way in hell I’ll have this other update finished before midnight tonight. 

‘Most of you already know that I was in the hospital with Eli 3 days out of the week last week(Wed: Took him into the ER for a high fever, ran tests, gave him some medicine, got sent home. Thurs: Got called back in because one of the tests came back looking no good, ran some more tests, got admitted to stay overnight. Fri: Tests came back fine, got sent home that afternoon, etc.) and after ALL of that, I came home with a high fever myself, so I’d practically resolved to not being able to finish anymore patreon stuff this month. (Because the MAIN reason I don’t have time to work anymore is because he is a screamer unless he’s always being heled and/or walked around and it’s hard to draw much while I’m dealing with him.)

but! I somehow managed to churn out an update on Sunday, and started working on another to finish yesterday, along with these lucky sketch requests. I probably could’ve finished what I needed to last night cause he slept pretty good, but I was struggling to stay awake to watch him AND work, and made the mistake of thinking he would be chill again today so I could finish. 

‘Needless to say, it has NOT been a good day. He’s been up and hollering + NOT sleeping since 6 am(Not that I was asleep anyway lol) and I barely was able to take a 2 hour nap while Ant had him quiet for a little while. Even now, as I scramble to post some of these and type this, Ant’s Pacing with him wh,e he’s yelling and anxiously waiting for me to take him again lmao it’s never ending

that being said. I’m weirdly optimistic that he’ll sleep again tonight and I’ll be able to finish the update. It just won’t be before midnight, so I’ll post these and then up,lad that whenevef it’s finished. 

‘Guys. I’m so sorry my Patreon has been s mess lately. somedays, it feels like we’re getting the hang of things, and then other days, it just feels like it’s hopeless to try. Everyone keeps Saying it’ll get better, and soon. But it doesnt feel like it so I’m pretty down in the dumps. I promise I’m doing what I can every waking second that I get. Thanks for sticking around,