me one year ago (Patreon)

last summer... shot by georgina berbari... as i sit in my spiritual journal making class this week, what is essentially my church for the year, i think of all that has evolved. i am transforming rapidly and continue to do so. i, we, are producing magic. so much beauty i will share with you all soon. i can't believe how lucky i am. healing. loving. channeling. i love life. 

it is crazy to think that one year ago i was planning on marrying my soulmate delfi (seen here in these photos modeling alongside me).... then i met billy. and as crazy as everything was, and is.... clarity. finally i feel clarity. i'm so excited for all of the hope and opportunities and dreams that engulf me each day. i have many hard days too... filled with tears, rage, grief and fear, however i'm working so very hard to rise above. to respond with love. to be breathe see. love.