Want to clarify a few things (Patreon)

First of all, thank you to all members who left comments and messaged me with your thoughts / suggestions. I'm totally fine, and this project will continue because I still have some goals I want to achieve for CFVR.

I guess the reason that makes some of you concern is because I said I thought about stopping this project after listing the bad luck, these bad luck just acted as a trigger for me to think about whether I should stop shooting, and the main reason I had this idea was because I felt like my videos were too repetitive and I couldn't improve them, the drop of patron numbers also proved this point. Another reason was that I was troubled by the workload of both my job and this project, but this can be solved by hiring help. The last reason was I lost passion for this project, which is why I made that post.

The last post had 3 purposes.

1) Push myself out of inertia.

Despite the recent models issues, the overall situation of my studio is relatively stable, so I am inert about this project and stick with all the default options. I feel like posting something like the last post will push me forward. After telling everyone about my thoughts and goals, I will have the responsibility to make it happen, and I hope this will become my motivation.

2) Hoping that those who share/resell my work have a little conscience about this project.

I know the chance is probably less than 1%, but I think those share/resell my works are also fans of these types of videos and letting them know the true state of my studio might make them do it more secretly, in a smaller way, or even stop doing it, I know this sounds silly :|

3) Just wanted to record the bad luck.

I'm not superstitious so a series of bad luck that related only to this project in these few months is strange to me because other than this project I've been completely fine, no accidents or bad/good luck, just normal. So I documented all those events here, after all this is still some behind the scenes stuff and it might interest you and make you spend some time here since I know I rarely update my news.