What’s been going on? (Patreon)

Sorry guys I was planning to film this on a video but I’m still a bit too emotional for it. 😭

Basically this year is really out here testing me I was gonna keep it all to myself but you guys are pretty much my online family so….

I’ve recently been really unwell and not myself. At any chance I get I’m sleeping or I’m too dizzy to move. We first thought it was covid and it wasn’t then we thought shit maybe I’m pregnant but it’s not that either. I have been keeping a brave face but I was actually quite scared as it’s really not pleasant wanting to throw up a lot 🙃 on the plus side I got some answers today at the doctors and I’ve just got a really bad viral infection and should be better soon but it sucks.

Last week I got some awful news about my grandad ( we call him Poppy) and he has been diognosed with MSA which is a rare disease that is similar to Parkinson’s but worse. It’s been hard knowing he will slowly deteriorate as he is the king of our family and life of the party. I’ve been down in the dumps since I found out and have my mum on my back trying to push me to start planning my wedding so it can happen sooner rather than later. But it just doesn’t feel like a happy time to plan and it’s all getting to me.

On a lighter note we are on the last legs of the farm house and are hoping to go for the final soon and we also have a trip booked next month!! I’m excited for the content I can make when we go away!