Tutoring Fantasy (Patreon)

I get lost in thought a lot. Dreamily staring at the wall while my mind whisks me off to some romantically or sexually charged world. This is my latest embarrassing day dream. Maybe writing it down will get it out of my mind 😅

I have this fantasy where I'm being tutored by someone that I have a crush on. Maybe it's a subject I already know or maybe it's some class I've failed, but either way I'm hanging onto every single word. Staring up with puppy dog eyes, nodding slowly to everything you say. And maybe I'm having a lot of trouble with one problem in particular. So you come up behind me and talk softly into my ear. Slowly and deliberately. Taking time to enunciate every word. Completely oblivious to how your teaching voice is making my brain go warm and blank. And even though I'll do everything I can to keep my cool, goosebumps will form on my skin and a little tremble will rise up through my body.

In my fantasy, you'll notice the tremble and see me struggling to hold my pen. So  you'll slowly lean down, your hair brushing up against my neck and gently entwine your fingers in mine. Helping me steady my writing hand and guiding me through the next problem. When I've finally gotten the right answer, I imagine you leaning in closer to whisper, "good boy" so nobody else can hear. My heart racing and color forming in my cheeks. And even though I'm barely keeping it together. Even though I'm stumbling over my words and struggling just to hold my pen. You'll continue to lavish me with praise and watch as I grow more and more flustered...