Just when I thought things couldn't get ANY worse... (Patreon)

Honestly man, I feel so close to just giving up...😢😢

I simply wanted to share some of the content that is here for free, I see a handful of other channels who are able to do so without issues. I have no idea which dramas are okay, which aren't - the only thing I go off of is "Are there other big channels doing ___?"

Hundreds of dollars wasted getting these edited when I didn't have the money

I keep thinking that I am doing what I can to grow and make a better position for myself and here we are. Stressing in my life situation outside the camera and now I'm literally one random inch away of losing what I turn the camera on for.

I somehow got striked yet again for Lovely Runner AND a random SMTM9 compilation from 3 freaking years ago.